Hold my hand and dont let go (bts x depressed reader)

Cut off

Jimin pov

I woke up and got dressed weeks passed and finally the weekend had come. I peeked outside and saw it cloudy. I jumped back onto my bed and sighed out of boredom. I called Y/n. She was always happy now I thought she could make me happy today.

"Hey whats up Chimmy?"

"Yah~ I told you not to call me that. I'm your older guy friend so the correct thing to say is Oppa."

"*Giggles* But you're too cute! Answer my question! Why'd you call?"

"Oh just wondering if we can hang out? I mean it's fine if you cant or you have-"

"Calm down. Don't worry. Hoseok wanted to make plans for us for some reason. Like just the two of us. I think he's setting us up for a date. Make sure none of your hookers see us." She said giggling. I forgot I told Hoseok I like Y/n a lot. He was so cheered up with Jin they told me they would set a date up for us. I didn't expect them to be literal. I texted them asking what time. Fucking 9 pm. Honestly what the fuck. So late. I dropped the phone to my face and groaned. I got up and headed to the kitchen making myself a small meal look at the couch.

Flashback

Jimin pov

She was on top of me. I was trying to hold in my erection but it was too hard. (Cue dick joke) I went into the kiss and smoothly went to attack her neck. I felt as if i was betraying my friends. She stopped asking me if we should go on. I answered no I'm not good enough. Trying to reassure me we were interrupted by Jungkook. I saw him out the window crying. Did I do something wrong?

End of flash back

My mind went blank thinking about what happened when I passed out when I was with Y/n. Seeing the scar as I looked to my arm I chuckled. I hear the door knock opening it comes Taehyung and Jungkook.

"Ah Jimin-ssi!" Jungkook ruffled my head messing up my hair. "What are you two doing here??" I asked them. "Sleepover. Hope you can sleep on the floor. " Taehyung said while eating my food. "I have a king for your information." Jungkook started to smile while looking through his phone. "Mr. Big Man" he said with his annoying face. I just rolled my eyes.

"Oh! Jungkook ah. Remember what Jimin told Y/n at that boba place..?" Taehyung asked I was a bit confused until her explained. "If you don't remember then it was the threesome we wanted." He smirked Jungkook grew red, "Yes. But we can't do that! I mean Y/n should really do it with the guy she likes! And hangs out with the most and is her #1 best friend!" Jungkook bursted out. Taehyung sighed and fell into my couch. "She doesn't like any of us like that I'm pretty it's only Namjoon-hyung she's interested in." He turned to face the television and hooked up the game system then he started to play fortnite.

Time passed

8:50

Jimin pov

"Why do you keep dying? You're trash." Jungkook says seeing that I got 3rd place. "Calm down. Shit I need to meet Y/n." Taehyung and Jungkook turn towards me once I said I was going to meet with Y/n.  "Can we come?!" They both say, "Cant its a date." I winked grabbed my phone and umbrella.

I called Y/n asking where we were going to meet at. She said that Hoseok wanted us to go at the bar.

I walked and got there in time. Seeing Y/n outside waiting. "Sorry if I took long Jungkook and Taehyung are at my house." I said scratching my head. "It's alright! C'mon lets get inside." We walked in and not a lot of people were in. "Ah! Y/n Jimin come sit!" Jin-hyung said with Hoseok next to him They were in a booth. "I'll pay for it don't worry." Hoseok said and winked at Y/n.

Y/n pov

Hoseok winked at me. He I got chills down my spine and just stared at him but immediately snapped out remembering I was on a date with Jimin. "Hobi did you notice Y/n was starting at you when you winked at her." Jimin said giggling. Hoseok paid Jin to buy us drinks. I took just got a non alcoholic drink but Hoseok and Jin got drinks. "Ahh~ Jimin go talk to your girlfriend don't be so shy~." Jin said. "So how's Yoongi?" Jimin asked me, "He's been better comes by sometimes to check up on me. How about you how are you?" She asked me, "Never been better!" He says smiling. "Can I talk to you outside?" I nodded and he dragged me out holding my wrist. "O-okay so I just need you to answer this okay?" I nodded again.

"Do you like me..?" He asked me I didn't know how to respond. Every time they asked me that I would say I love them as a friend...nothing more than that, but that changed once Namjoon and Taehyung happened. I was honest, "I don't know...I love you as a friend Chim I love all of you guys as friends but-." I was cut off by him. "But I'm not they one...It's okay forget I've ever asked you okay?" He wiped the tears with his sleeve. "Jimin that wasn't what I was-" He cut me off again, "No no it's okay. I get it. No worries to pity me and tell me fake feelings." He told me. "Jimin let me finish." I tried to touch his hand but pulled away, "I told you I'm okay! Okay? I get it. I-I'm not good enough, Y/n. *Cries* I'm not your ideal guy. I'm not like Taehyung or Jin or Jungkook. I get it. So stop trying to reassure me saying that you didn't mean what you said, because I get what you mean. Let me just get home Y/n." Jimin walked into the bar and walked out walking away with his umbrella. That was the first time I've seen him cry. It hurt me to see him hurt. I wanted to tell him, "But I'm not the one for you. You're way out of my league you're the opposite from me, and I don't think I deserve you." I wanted to tell him but I was too late. He probably hates me now.

I walked into the bar and sat at the booth. "Is Jimin alright? He was upset when he came in." Jin said. I ignored him and started to drink but I only got a little drunk.

Hoseok pov

"Yah stop drinking." I told her. "*Sighs* I feel like shit." She said. "Don't we all?" Jin said back, "Im heading home see you kiddos." Jin walked out and it was just me and Y/n. "Are you ever going to tell me what happened outside?" She hanged her head high, "*Blows Raspberry* I don't know...Aish! I said 'I don't know' to him! What the fuck did I do that?! So stupid! Ugh! Sorry...don't tell the others okay? Shit I wasn't being direct to Jimin about my feelings towards him and he took it the wrong way and I really really hurt him." She explained and stretched. "Ha. You finally found out about him didn't you, the Reason why he cried after you told him. He's in love with you. No not as a friend, Y/n. As in he love you and want you to be with you forever as if you two were married. But some marriages don't go out well..." I told her, and remembered my parents. "Just explain to him. Okay? He'll understand. Also put a gift in." I told her sipping my drink.

A/n:

So like what should Jimin's gift should be? It just has to effect him in a way. Also Thank you for 19k readers! I love you all so much! 💕💕