Hold my hand and dont let go (bts x depressed reader)

No Ones Okay

I cant seem to see all the wonderful colors anymore.
                                              -🖤

Y/n pov

All of them left and I was all alone. I flopped myself onto the couch like a sack of potatoes...*Sigh* I wonder why Hobi was so much moody. Does he hate me now. Then I got a text. Speak of the devil.

"Ik what you do Y/n...and Im sorry I couldn't help you."

Who told him my- was it Jin oppa?

"Who told you?"
"Yoongi Hyung..."
"How did he know?"
"He look through your camera roll. Im sorry I didn't help you. And Im sorry for cussing at you."
"No its fine you did nothing wrong none of you did anything wrong..."
"Oh okay...I'll see you tmr"
I've noticed that he didn't put any emojis...that made me even more concerned for him. Yoongis knows now...how can I tell Namjoon, and Jungkook. I went to Yoongis apartment which was next to mine. "*Knocks* Hey Yoongi you in there." I hear something fall and hear him struggling to get up. And he opens the door...his eyes were red and filled with tears. I noticed that he was breathing fast and hands were shaking. "A-are you okay?" I asked him. "Yeah, yeah *sniffs* j-just watch a movie." I looked into his room. The tv wasn't on and a notebook with some writing. "You don't seem like it..Yoongi you know that you can talk to me about anything." He scoffs, "Really? You knew Jungkook was in pain you saw him in pain, but wont you fucking look at that Y/n look at fucking that! Hoseok told me that he told you what Jungkook was going through. You didn't do anything! You didn't help him, you didn't stay through the night with him! You are just making him feel like more shit! Your making every guy hurt inside, Y/n! Especially me! I may not show it but I love you. Your the first person I've loved! But you just treat me like shit Lee Y/n..." I was hurt by his words so I started to tear up. "I-I" I was lost for words. "You what? You want to apologize to me for what? You did enough damage to me and everyone." I wiped my tears with my sleeves. He instantly changed his emotion, "Y-your crying Y/n Im sorry is every thing fine?"  He looked at me trying to see my face. "Yeah everything's alright!" I said lifting my head up and smiling with tears strolling down my face. I grabbed the door nob and closed it, and went into my room. I locked my door and laid in bed slowly drifting to sleep.

(My friend asked me today if I was okay because she saw me going into the gates of school with red puffy eyes since I was crying and a red nose. I said I was okay then she came up to me and hugged me saying its okay I know your not okay then I cried more...I've never been so glad that someone understood what I was going through. Sorry just gotta say that theres ppl out there that'll help you out. I wish for anyone who is having a hard time too stay strong and wish I could give you a tight hug also sorry if this is short.."