Hold my hand and dont let go (bts x depressed reader)

Jimin The Drunk

Jungkook pov

I went into my empty house no one just silence. The only thought I had was why did I cry again in front of Y/n? I feel so useless. "She hates you" my mind told me..."Jungkook just die she never loved you..." My mind told me again which was me. I scratched my scalp furiously in frustration. I grabbed the nearest thing to me and threw it to the ground...it was the music box Y/n gave me. I felt shame so I cried in my dark empty room.

Hoseok pov

I stayed up till the morning ugh the depressants worn off...I remember what this feels like I always felt happy either way and yet never actually in a mood to dance. "Hey Hoseok!" I heard a familiar voice say I turned it was that snobby rich girl who likes me...shes to rude and is friends with Nam. "Oh...hi..." I said. Whats this feeling? Why do I feel like crying a big puddle? Why do I feel out of all hopeless, and guilt in my chest? Is this what it feels like again? To be depressed and having this blow of anxiety in to me? I feel all these feelings of moody and sadness I dont know what to do..

"Huh? Your with Y/n?" She asked with a mad look. "Yes...She got ran over.." she looked glad! She such a bad person "Dumb bitch should of die." I heard her mumble under her breath. She left the room.

Y/n pov

I woke up while I saw the sun come up, and saw Hoseok on his phone looking moody...maybe he woke up? "Your up?" He asked "Yeah...what happened to Joon?" "He went home with his dad." He kept looking at his phone with frustration. "Whats wrong?" I looked concerned. "Oh so now your all concerned about me?!" I looked confused "W-What-" he cut me off "No no I didn't have my medication sorry  if I didnt act the way I usually do." He kept looking at his phone. I didn't know what else to do but sleep so thats what I did

11:00 am

Y/n pov

I woke up seeing Hoseok still up I saw the door open it was Seulgi..."So Y/n I think you're good to go!" She put her thumbs up, "You can go back home...next time be careful." I nodded my head. I put on my clothes since I was wearing a patients robe and told Hoseok to go. "Hoseok-" he cut me off...AGAIN, just call me Hobi but c'mon lets go." He grabbed my back since my wrists was broken and went into his car.

When I went into his car I saw him take medication I didn't know what it was but I shouldnt be nosy. Out of a sudden he started to talk, "So where off to?" He asked me, "Can we get some boba?" He put a thumbs up to me focusing on the road. I felt my phone vibrate maybe a text...and I was right! A text from Yoongi.

YG: "So can I meet u @ the boba place??"

Y/n:"Already headed there with Hoseok! See ya there!  😁❣️"

My wrist hurts like a bitch I just want it to heal.

Yoongi pov

I was at the boba place waiting for the two to come...I just need and want to apologize to Y/n , for the words I told her, and most of all leading her to a hospital bed.

I saw Hoseok's car pull up and say Y/n with a bandage wrapped around her wrist. She ran to me and gave me a hug...I hugged her back. I look at Hoseok remembering about the pills he needs to take...I gestured a bottle of pills going in to my mouth he nodded his head. PHEW that would of been ugly to see old Hoseok...I kinda miss him though he always puts on a fake smile now. Y/n broke the hug,"No need to say sorry, okay? Lets just enjoy the moment." She smiled a bright smile. We ordered our drinks and sat down.

I saw that Hoseok looked worried again...does he need my anti-anxiety pills again? He already has antidepressants...all of a sudden I heard the door swing Y/n jumped out of surprise. I turned around and saw Taehyung, and Jungkook carrying Jimin by the arms...IS HE DRUNK?! When they past the door Jin hyung was with them. "He-hey Y/n *hiccup* Jungkook said *hiccup* he *whispers*wants to mess with yo-" instantly Seokjin covered his mouth. Ah Jimins plump lips I remember when I kissed the...(SORRY GOT OUTA HAND but I ship Yoonmim also it a joke😏😉)

"Where'd you guys go to get him so drunk?" Hoseok asked, "We brought fake Ids and went into the bar Jin's dad bought." Taehyung said. "YAH! I juwst wanna SaY THAt TAEHyUNG ANd JuNgKOOk WAnNa HaVe A *hiccup* ThREEsoME WiTH Y-" Seokjin cut him off again. "No no let him finish." I said with a smirk. I saw Hoseok laughing, Y/n nervous, and Jungkook and Taehyung blushing more than Jimin. "OkAy THosE TwO LUcKy BOyS hehe *hiccup* wANNA HaVE A ThREESome With~ Y/n. Now let Me SleEP." He instantly just slept on Seokjins shoulder. "HAHHAHA!" I hear Hoseok next to me and Y/n blush hard same with Jungkook or should I say Jungcock...

After staying in our seats for an hour Jimin wakes up. "Ugh my head feels like shit" Hes hungover again, "Hehe Im lucky I remember what I did good luck Tae and Kook..." he said with a wink..

Jimin pov

I winked but my head still is killing me.

"Soo whose gonna take Y/n home?" Jin asked.
"Well...ha uh I cant go home. I forgot my keys.." I quickly raised my hand. "I call dibs!"