Hold my hand and dont let go (bts x depressed reader)

You're Awake!

Y/n pov

It was a rainy day...I looked out my window just wondering if he's okay now. I called Taehyung from my phone but it went to voicemail...as usual. What do I expect? He's been in a coma for 2 weeks. I always and only hear his voicemail box just so I could hear his voice...it's the only way I can. I usually cry of the sound of his voice and frequently visit him in the hospital telling him things he could probably hear. I've stopped cutting ever since he jumped...I planned with the ring he gave me still remembering when and where he handed it to me, him explaining why he gave it.

I went outside to see him at the hospital. Again and again every time I do nothing happens I don't ever get a sign. I sat to the side of the bed and held his hand. I start to cry as I always do saying "Taehyung I'm sorry forgive me...I really miss you..." I hug his body crying on his shoulder. Just then I felt a twitch on his hand as it was holding mine. He twitches his hand to get to my back and rub it. I looked up and see him moving his eyes under his eyelids. I heard his deep but raspy voice. "Y-Y/n..." I hear him say I tear up even more. "You're-you're okay!" He puts his other arm around me. "Please...please don't cry I don't like to see you in this way..." I went off nodded my head in his shoulder. I went off to get a nurse saying that he's awake. They all gasped in shocked. They gave us some time to talk.

"I-I'm sorry..." I say looking down playing with my hands. "Why should you be. It's not your fault." He responds, I smiled a bit. "But-" He cuts me off. "No buts Y/n it's not your fault like I said." He held my hand in his. "You don't need to say sorry for anything, I'm just a your friend after all. I love you, but I know you dont love me back...It's fine though!" He laughs off I just looked down. "I've been here for quite awhile I'll just go now." As I as about to leave Tae grabs my hand and pulls me into him, making our lips touch...I didn't know what to do so I felt as if I had to kiss him back. Butterfly filled my stomach and my chest pounded hard. What is this feeling? And why am I feeling this specific way? He departed our lips. "Uh-um I'll go tell the others that your awake!" I said blushing like a fool.

I went ahead and texted the guys. As they walked in I saw them come in with smiling face while hugging Taehyung.  I stood there and smiled at the warmth I felt in my chest seeing them all happy again. It seemed so nice to remember how happy we all were together, again.