Yoongi pov
I woke up from a big bang I stood up straight. I thought nothing of it after all I just saw the lighter opening it up seeing the flame pop up. Just made me remember the house go down in flames where mom died. I slouched my body as I opened up the seat which was a part of the piano. I held up the key from the piano mom played...too much guilt too much sadness filled my head. How can I face myself with this? My father yelled and yelled at me nit being able to save her I was only 9...what could've I done? That pain and pattern of my heart beating came back, it grew stronger and stronger. I stayed in my place and just cried it hurt so much. The pain inside grew it felt like psychical pain but it was actually emotional pain. I can't handle it I couldn't handle it. I ran out of the apartment and ran and ran to the other house I lived in. Still empty as it can ever be. I opened the door to see the piano it wasn't the one that she used but it had the same key missing. I laud myself down on the dirty floor trying to find a solution with myself if I could just do it. Be in peace, and have no pain. I finally got myself to actually do it. I sat up to call Y/n.
"Hell-"
"I'm sorry for right now but it's fir the better good. Just remember that I'll always be here by your side to support you even when I'm not here anymore. Most of all remember that...I actually and will always love you. Ever since I've met you and hung out with you've been the center to my happiness. You make me feel something inside that doesn't want to go away. Hehe like you would love me back. I'm sorry Y/n."
I ended the call and felt a tear stream down my face. I chuckled but it slowly went from a chuckle to a face running with tears. I stood up and walked out to buy the gasoline.
Once I got it I started to splash it every. I opened up the lighter then I saw Y/n and Jungkook. I looked at them Jungkook shook his head signaling to not do it. More tears formed and more fell. And I dropped the lighter. Finally after longing for so long my wish came true.
A/n
So whatcha guys think is gonna happen? Is Yoongi going to be okay? Y'all can find out next chapter. And yes I'm using ideas from fake love/love yourself: tear with my story.
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