Hold my hand and dont let go (bts x depressed reader)

Having A Bad Night

Y/n pov

I walked into the noticing that all the boys weren't there so I searched around. I went into the kitchen where I found Jin, Jimin, Taehyung, and Namjoon eating cake. "Hm? Why aren't you with Hoseok?" Namjoon asked me, "He said he wanted me to go and just leave him alone..." I explained, "Oh I'll pick him up tomorrow you and Taehyung can go to the Mall you haven't hung out with each other for a long time." Namjoon said all I did was nod my head and bowed to say I was leaving. I checked the small room that went down, I saw it was a mess, but Yoongi and Jungkook sleeping on the same couch.

I went back upstairs to see if Jin had a room available for me to sleep bcus of course it was a house. He lead me to a somewhat big room with plain white walls and a king size bed with normal white sheets, it had windows behind the bed, and a bathroom in the room. As I walked in Jin locked the door all of a sudden, he pushed me onto the bed holding my wrist up, "You can take off these bandages you know?" I didn't know what to say I was just focused on what was going to do. "Oh uh." I hesitated. "Y/n lets just have little moments right now? Is that okay?" Now I understand what he was doing..."Y-yeah..." I blushed, he looked at me with a smile, he kissed me on my lips, it was rough he kissed harder on my lips. I kissed him back. He traveled down to my neck leaving a mark, I moaned a small one. His hand rubbed my thigh and I had my arms around his neck. It stopped when I heard a knock.

"YA! Jin get out of there! You better have not see Y/n changing!" I heard Joon yell. "Yeah! I was just showing her the clothes that I have inside int he drawers." He lied. "Hes like my older brother. ㅋㅋㅋ sorry." I told Jin, "No worried like I said a little moment." He winked and got off of me. "See ya" he said. Then Joon came in..."Was he looking at you when you changed." He said in a serious tone, I'm guessing he didn't see that I was wearing the SAME clothes earlier, "No he just showed me around. Also how many rooms are there?" I asked wondering where could the others been sleeping this late. "About 4 not including yours." I looked confused. "I have to share the room with Jin, and Jimin and Tae get their own." He waved good bye and closed the door. I checked the drawers next to the bed. I opened to see women's clothing. There was underwear and things that were my style. I remembered that Tae and I are going to the mall tmr. I saw a black sweater with the alien on the side of its chest, black leggings and a plain black hat. I looked under the bed to see shoes? "What the fuck where did he get these clothes?" I asked myself, I checked the pockets of one of the jeans to see if there was anything I could find. And I did...it-it was a suicide note...

"Dear Taehyung I love you my "brother" even though it was only 10 years since I met you I saw your 5 year old I liked you, Im sorry that you have to see my body all covered in blood in this bathtub. I couldn't handle what he was doing to me so I put an end to it.
                                                     Sincerely your                
                                                         Sister
                                                         -Junyeon"

Im wearing Taehyung's dead sister's clothes...is that how he got these Tae offered to give this to Jin? How can he be so okay with this? Did Jin buy this house bcus it belonged to Taehyungs family? 4 bedrooms... a bathtub...I walked inside the bathroom...and a cabinet...if I remember jin told me that his sister's biological dad did something to her and abused both of them...then wouldn't he be put behind bars if they did an autopsy on her? He hid the body...or disposed it...and had to clean up. I looked inside the cabinet to see a razor blade covered in dried blood. It made me scared to look and open the curtains of the bathtub. I opened it I saw a little blood on the water adjustment thing it start to freak out...I checked to see if there was the clothes she died in. I looked under the bottom drawer. Just like that I saw it a white sweater and that was all. The white sweater and blood on the in the and back 3/4 of it had blood and on its sleeves. I opened the room in front of mine, it was Jimin, but I was looking for Jin, then the one to its left Namjoon was there but Jin wasn't. I went to the kitchen seeing him on the phone.