Hold my hand and dont let go (bts x depressed reader)

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Yoongi pov

I headed out to the old house he lived in. "Back here again." No one lived in there because Namjoon and the other usually used this for a quiet place to stay. He saw the piano that his dad always told him to practice on again and again. "Hahaha...I wished mom would of stayed..." he said clutching his fist tightly. Why did I lie to Jin about my mon leaving me...she killed her self because of Dad beating her constantly.

Flash back

"Yoongi! You did this! You killed her!" He yelled at me with all of his might. "I didn't do this!" I yelled. I saw that her body was a cold blue. "Pack your things and leave in two weeks. I raised a disgrace." I went upstairs and packed all my things.

End of flash back

"Hm? Yoongi hyung?" I hear Jungkook say. "Oh hey Kookie." I said turning my back. "So whatcha doin..?" He asked curiously. Yoongi just pointed at the piano. "This should answer your question." He said with a small chuckle. "Here can I help." Yoongi just nodded and let him sit down. He played some keys of his own song he composed it was love is not over, "*Blows raspberry* Can you help me finish it?" Yoongi tried to finish it and succeeded. It turn out well and Jungkook enjoyed the music.

"Im off now want grab a drink?" The younger one asked Yoongi follows him and went into a coffee shop. "Is Y/n okay...?" Yoongi asked him. "Yeah I mean seems like nothing is bothering her. Why?" He responded back. "Oh its nothing Kook." He went off to his apartment and tried to get sleep.

Jungkook pov

I was just laying in my bed. Wondering if I could replace the music box that Y/n gave me. I broke it from the day of her incident. I should just tell her. So I called her. She picked up.

"Hey whats up Jungkook." She asked me in a tired voice.
"I-I'm sorry...I'm sorry that I broke that music box you gave me." I said in a nervous voice.
"Oh its alright. I can just make you a new one...what song do you like." She said in a nice voice that I missed so much.
"Sweater weather by the neighborhood." I didnt know why but I felt so sad, and so emotional. I didn't notice that I was crying loud.
"Hey are you okay? Im coming over..." She ended the call and 10 minutes she later came to my house. "Jungkook! Are you okay its Y/n." I opened the door with my eyes feeling puffy and pretty much red. "Yeah Im okay." I said which was a pretty see through lie. "Yah! Dont lie to me why are you crying?" She said all worried about me. "Y/n I think Im better alone okay?" I lied again but she seems to be worried again. "Your lying again. But why? Can I just come in?" She asked me and I stepped aside and let her in. "Kookie can I tell you something?" She grabbed my hand and went outside my apartment room and up to the roof. She looked out to the city with her arms on to the concrete like short walls. "Ah~ here's a nice place to tell you . I should tell Joonie but he would flip." She said laughing. "Come next to me." She folds up her sleeves and removes the bandages revealing her cuts, bruises and scars. "Your not the only one who's suffering." She said smiling. "Why-why are you just smiling?! Your showing me what you do to yourself and you-you just smile?! Y/n you shouldn't be doing this." She  sat back to back to the wall and I did to. She looked down. "I know, but what could I do? All the others know except Namjoon." She said and teared up. "Look theres a reason why Taehyung gave you that ring." I said pointing at it. "He said that he told me he gave it to you because he loves how you are, he loves your scars and everything, he wanted to give that to you so you have a memory of him telling you to stop cutting. He said the if she ever feels as if shes less she can look at that ring and remember what I tell her. Taehyung loves you, Y/n he loves you a lot and doesn't want to see you in his sister's place." I told her and she looked at me. "Why would he love me this much? He's so perfect with all if you guys and I'm the one who just is an outcast. Namjoon. Seokjin, Yoongi, Hoseok, Jimin, Taehyung and you just shouldn't be loving me. I deserve-" I stopped her words with a kiss. "Dont think you dont deserve us you do deserve us and we deserve you. Without you our group would fall into pieces."  I said trying to get her reassured. "I just dont feel like I belong...but dont you get those feelings to? Hoseok told me everything about you...*sighs* honestly life is shit with shitty people." She said tilting her neck up to look at the stars. I dont know what to feel anymore...I cant seem to understand whats going on. "You probably of the other guys and Im pretty much an useless to you guys. Whatever Y/n see you in another day." I walked downstairs to my apartment and just left her there.

Y/n pov

After he left I made my way out into the city again. I was hungry as I roamed the loud streets of Seoul so I went into a small market getting the food I wanted. As I went out I see Joon, and I guess he saw me. "Oh hey Y/n" he said going up to me smiling with his dimples, but I wan't at all he noticed that I was down and asked me what was wrong. I told him nothing. I love him so much and Im so close to him I would tell him anything but not this time. "Y/n just tel- wait why I thought you said- what are you doing to yourself!? Are you trying to end up like me?!" I didnt understand to what he was saying until I saw that I never put down my sleeves. "Its nothing its old scars from before" I said to him looking down putting down my sleeves. "Really? So your telling me those red marks are old? Y/n did you ever stop to think what happened to me?" I tried to remember what happened. Thats right he went into that housing place for people how self harm..."Tell me who would put me in that home? Who my dead mom? My drunken dad who I barley know?'' He stood there without talking at all. "My parents can and they want whats best for you." I looked stunned. "Cya Y/n-ah"  he said as he left I left to my apartment and ate my food. Later on I got a text from Yoongi.

"Im sorry for making you cry can you forgive me?"

"Ofc  cya later~  :)"

I flopped on my bed and tried to sleep but someone called me and I just ignored it it cant be that important can it?

A/n:

Hello people Im here to say thank you for 5k reads I love you all. And who and what do you think that call was about and who would it be..? Anyway thank you and good bye.