Me:*drops something in pantry*
Mom:What did you drop now, that will never be seen again?
Me:My w-nothing.
In my head:Why did you almost say 'my will to live'?
Contradicting side:Because it's the truth and you know it.
Alright let me give y'all some context to this situation. So I had just got into trouble for yelling at my sister because she was breathing so loud. I could har her, with my earbuds in and with my door closed. I hate loud breathers, I go nuts over it. So I got yelled at because she's sick but it sounds super weird. It's a lot of grunting noises from her, which, well I'll leave it to your imagination of what I think it sounds like.
But I had dropped some poptarts and last night I dropped a slim Jim box and never picked up, so that should clear some things ups.
Also I was so close to saying that I had dropped my will to live. It would have been horrible! Also the contradicting side thing is what I call the side of me that wants to do weird shit, and gets angry, basically it's all my emotions, almost all.
So lemme give my contradicting side a description because why not. I'm bored and have a crud ton of homework that is the main reason I haven't been able to write anything.
Description time!! Contradicting side is the part of me that wants to bitch slap that random person because they didn't say please to me. It wants to take action in every situation which I know will make my day much worse. So if I see my crush in the hallway, contradicting side will want to shout "hi my lovely prince!!!!" as I walk by. Thankfully normal side will have self control and not do that, just think it.
Contradicting side is the side that thinks of all the horrible dirty things. It will think of the most awkward things that will make me red in the face and no one will know why. It's the side that also controls how sad I am. It's the pessimist in me that thinks of the worst and controls all my anxiety. It also procrastinates alot.
So I ask you dear reader, to name this side. It must be a girl name though, so have fun naming it!
By the way I'll try to update later today, I'm doing one shots over the Christmas break. I have a crud ton of homework.
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The Weird Thoughts of an Aquarius(me)
RandomWhy did I make this? So I can tell y'all what I'm thinking, cuz that's important! Warning, probably some weird stuff in their and there's going to be a lot of updates. My head thinks of to much stuff.
