Do not be fooled, it is NOT a Tuesday. It is just Monday in disguise. My day has been nothing but Monday vibes.
The bus even broke down today while at the school before getting home because it just wanted to. I sat in a sweaty bus for a good 20 extra minutes todays and plus it was the one day in about three weeks were I've had a reasonable amount of homework to do at home.
So I was also debating about going to Tim Hortons but the bus driver won't let us off once we get on cuz of laws that are suppose to help but it just annoys me. I hate things that are needed but are super freaking annoying like school. I need it if I want a job, but I absolutely hate it as whale.
Plus while sitting on the bus slowly dieing from heat stroke I realised that, maybe the reason I have no close friends is because I never ever start conversations. The while time this kid who lives on my street was sitting next to me yet I said nothing. I asked myself, what smol bean me do(since I was social af back then)? Smol bean me would've talked.
My anxiety has finally made me really mad and I need to do something about it. I need the oblivious confidence I had as a kid again or else I'mma die sometime within the next 4 years. Ain't no one gonna care if I try to make a conversation and if they do care then they can tell me.
I NEED A HYPE PERSON AT ALL TIMES BUT I DONT GOT THAT I ONLY GOT MYSELF SO LETS GET HYYYYYYYYPEEEEEEEEEED
SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE *Deep inhale* EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE3EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I also low-key have 25 pages on Google docs of story written and I wanna get half way done by the end of the school year. Yeah bye I need some wholesome memes to keep me breathing.
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The Weird Thoughts of an Aquarius(me)
RandomWhy did I make this? So I can tell y'all what I'm thinking, cuz that's important! Warning, probably some weird stuff in their and there's going to be a lot of updates. My head thinks of to much stuff.
