Retributed

Chapter 21

Retributed: Chapter 21

~LJ P.O.V.~

It's been a couple nights since we had that dinner and I want another one because I got a lot of questions that need some answers and Mom never answers them. I haven't been able to see Mercedes lately because she been hangin' out with her cousin from out of town or whatever and I was starting to miss her. I think I finally understand what I'm supposed to do with my girlfriend and I don't think I like it because I been getting snaps from my other female friends and I like what they have to show me but apparently now that I have a girlfriend that means no snaps from other females like I've been getting and that's no fun. I don't wanna just see Mercedes all the time, some days I'll wanna see Chryslyn, maybe another day I wanna see Camilla and on special days I might just be able to see Zayah if I play my cards right but it's not like she some magic cookie, she just the only female I know who has her nipples pierced and they look good since she let me see one time.

"You look troubled." Ty said when he came walking up to the porch steps. I didn't even hear his car pull up, ninja ass. "Where's everyone at?" He looked like he just came back from somewhere where he needed to look nice and that usually means a club or party 'cause his ass never goes anywhere dressed like that if it ain't one of those two. He took a seat next to me and Nala of course came up to him since he's her favorite person despite his ass never being here but bet.

"Girlfriend troubles. You wouldn't know since you're so pussy whipped by Tilly Beans." I finally learned what the fuck that meant thanks to the kid who got his ass beat behind Walmart for tryna fuck with some other kid's girlfriend. I don't even know how I ended up behind Walmart- oh I think I was looking for PomPom but he hangs behind Safeway so I got that mixed up.

"I had girlfriends dumbass and I'm not pussy whipped, I've been full on in love with her for thirteen years 'cause she's perfect." He said with a smile to his face and that made me roll my damn eyes to where I nearly made myself dizzy. "But I'm not here to talk about Tilly Beans with you." 

"Bruh let her go, she married and shit but I've never seen you with a girlfriend." In all my fourteen years, I only remember like three of those years but nonetheless, my point is Ty's never had a girlfriend since I've been around. I only know Trey had Honey and Trina, Breezy just had Vonnie, DeShawn had Lolo and Ivanna has herself because niggas don't wanna be around her since she got us niggas for brothers. Did the twins ever have any? I could have swore D1 had one and Isabella had some Tavian? Why am I even trying to remember all this, it got nothin' to do with me and now I feel like I just overwhelmed myself with too much pointless information.

"They were before you and what's the problem you got with your little boo?"

"I understand what a girlfriend is and I don't want it."I was straight to the point, just laid all my cards out on the table as they were. 

"You don't want a girlfriend, now?"

"Fuck no if that means I can't snapchat or hang with other females. I'm finally learning what the hype is with females and I don't wanna be just stuck with one, that's boring and I like variety- this probably some fucknigga shit to say but it ain't like I'm tryna get in a relationship with all these females, I just wanna see what goes down." I said which got Ty laughing to where I think he was gonna start shedding tears but I sat here quiet letting him get his laughter out. "See what I'm tryna say?"

"You sound like you just want a lot of friends with benefits. That's what I had and still have but I just don't redeem my benefits anymore." Well what the fuck. "Have you fucked with Mercedes?" I shook my head. "With anyone?' Again I shook my head. "Have you wanted to?" My head gonna fall off if I keep shaking my head. "LJ, how have you not at least wanted to?" More laughter coming from him, I'm glad I can make him laugh like this 'cause we don't bond enough as brothers- largely because I stay wanting to hang with Trey but Trey would rather hang with Breezy and Trina.