I just don't understand.
I have several good friends,
but I still feel so lonely.
I have so many people that say they love me,
but I still don't feel like I'm loved.
There's people that say they care,
but it feels like they don't.
Everything feels so bland.
It's like nothing helps anymore.
I laugh a lot,
but I'm not actually happy.
I like to hear others laugh,
so that I know even if I can't be happy
at least someone else can.
The truth is,
I'm afraid of being lonely.
I'm afraid of being abandoned.
I want to have people in my life
who care enough that
they'll try to help me
instead of criticizing me.
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The Light in the Dark (Completed)
PoetryCover made by the amazing @mikeyspizzadope (go check them out they're cool) It's 3 A.M., and you can't sleep. Your heart feels like it might burst out of your chest. Your ears are ringing, echoing in your brain, and everything hurts so badly. Your...