11:17 pm

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I'm crying for no reason

The world around me is spinning
My head hurts and I feel sick to my stomach

I'm so cold
Nothing feels right
I can't feel anything

I'm shutting down and I can't seem to pull myself out of it anymore
It's too exhausting and I know I'll always end up back here no matter how good I'm feeling or how much I'm trying

My hands are shaking
My thoughts are racing and I can't focus on anything 

Am I going insane?



Author's Note
I can't sleep anymore. My thoughts keep me up as I worry about everything I need to do and everything that could possibly go wrong. I feel like such a failure and a disappointment in everything I do. It's never good enough.

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