The Light in the Dark (Completed)

For A While

My problem is
that I'll be fine for a while.
My grades will be good, l'll be getting along with everyone, I'll be more social.
I'll be doing everything I need to be doing, and I'll do a good job at it.
Then, one day,
I start to mess up,
and it completely breaks me down and ruins me.
Suddenly, I start to think
that I'm an awful person
who messes everything up
and that it'll never get any better.
I start to question whether or not I was actually doing okay,
or if it was just an illusion.
I mess with my own head,
telling myself nobody likes me,
and even if they say they do, they don't mean it,
because
who could ever love
someone
like
me?

Author's Note
Hi, guys. It's been a while. I've probably said that a lot, but especially since it's my senior year, I've barely had any time to write.
I'm so grateful that you all are still here reading what I've written, because I honestly didn't think people would continue to read if I didn't update frequently. Thank you for all still being here, commenting and voting and being so encouraging.