Always//Tanner Fox

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We decided to wait and tell her until the party was over. We did stay and celebrate her birthday with her and her family until the party had died down.

I took a deep breath in when I saw the last guest leaving the house. I could feel my heart pounding and it suddenly became hard to breathe. I felt dizzy, like I was going to pass out. I quickly ran down the hall and into the bathroom. It felt like I was going to throw up and my head started to pound. I'm more scared to tell her than I was to tell tanner and my parents.

I looked at myself in the mirror and suddenly became sad. I've been hiding this from all of our supporters for almost five moths now. Like what kind of an idiot does that? My bump is very noticeable when I'm not wearing an extremely baggy t shirt. I could see the huge T-shirt start to blow as the air conditioner kicked on. I felt like crying, what if this turns into the first time they all hated me? This could possibly ruin everything.

I jumped back as a knock came from the door.

"You okay baby?" Tanner asked through the door.

I quickly unlocked the door and pulled him in and closed the door.

"What's wrong sky?" He asked grabbing my hand

"I'm scared" I replied and started to cry

"Hey, hey..." he said softly and pulling me into his chest "everything is going to be okay. I promise it will. There is nothing to be scared of sky. I would never let anything happen to you. I'm right here, I'm always here." He said rubbing my back

"Thank you" I smiled and wiped the tears off of my face. I quickly got myself cleaned up so you couldn't tell that I was crying.

Tanner and I both walked out of the bathroom and walked into the backyard. She sat on an old tire swing that hung in a tree towards the back of the yard. Her parents were in the house cleaning up and now was the time to tell her. We both walked over to her sat down on a bench that was rested next to the tree.

"Hey" she smiled

"Hey" I replied, returning the smile "there was something we needed to tell you before we told the rest of the fans" I said and took in a deep breath "we just want you to know that you are really important to me and tanner"

Tanner nodded his head "if it weren't for you, skylar and I might not even be with each other right now"

By this point, Maddie was crying "I'm really that important?" She asked

"Of course you are" I replied "all of our fans are, but you in particular are extremely important. That's why we are telling you this before the rest of the fans" I said

Tanner nodded again "This is something that you can't tell anyone until the video of us telling people is up" he said seriously

"I promise my lips are sealed" she said

"You know how skylar has been in hardly any of the vlogs recently?" He asked and she nodded "That's because we have huge secret we've been hiding for quite a while now. We probably shouldn't have waited so long, but we can't change that now"

"What's the secret?" She asked

"I'm pregnant" I said quickly

"You're what?!?!" She screamed jumping out of the swing and falling on the ground starting to cry. "How far along?" She asked after calming herself

"Almost five months" tanner replied

"Do you know what it is?" She asked

"It's a boy" I smiled

"Oh my god. Congrats, I'm so happy for you guys" Maddie said smiling from ear to ear

"Thank you" we replied

"Do you guys know what you are going to name him?"

I nodded my head before tanner smiled.