Always//Tanner Fox

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"Don't start having second thoughts about keeping it sky. She's just upset right now, give her some time to let it sink in" tanner said grabbing my hand

"Yeah, she'll get over it" Parker added

"Are you okay babe?" Tanner asked turning my head

"Yeah..yeah, I'm fine. Just hungry that's all"

I knew I shouldn't lie to him and I knew I wasn't hungry. I just didn't want to tell him that I was having second thoughts about the baby. Everything is back to the way they were before and I don't want to hurt him. I know that I'll get ever it but I can't say that the things my mom said didn't hurt. I know this is what I want, but I'm just so terrified. I'm terrified that I'll be a bad mom, that I'll fail my child and that everyone will look down on me for it.

"Sky? What's wrong?" Parker asked from the back seat. I hadn't even noticed the tear rolling down my cheek

"I'm fine, just scared"

"Don't be scared, everything will turn out in the end"

I nodded my head but I wasn't very convinced.

"Where do you guys want to eat?"

"Panda?" Parker suggested

"Sounds good to me...what about you sky?"

I nodded my head again and looked back out the window, watching everything pass by.

It was dead silent in the car for a few minutes but I guess Parker couldn't stand the quietness.

"Did you guys find out what it is?"

"Actually, we are going in next week"

"Do you know what you guys want to name it"

I looked at him and nodded "we were thinking Kade or Aiden for a boy"

"And ally for a girl" tanner added

"Those are really good names" he put his hand on my seat "are you gonna let me babysit?"

"Of course buddy"

"You know I hate when you call me buddy"

I giggled slightly

"Hey look at that, she finally smiled" tanner taunted me

"Don't start"

"What? I wasn't doing anything" he laughed

I don't know how I got lucky enough to find this goofball. But I'm glad I did, he's my everything.