He Submits [BTS Fanfiction] √

II

Chapter Two

"Kilala mo ako, east. You know I always use protection…" He said that in a low and unsure tone of voice while staring apologetically at me.

Mariin akong pumikit para mapigilan ko ang sarili kong sugurin siya at saktan siya. Binababawi ko na ang sinabi kong walang sinuman man ang may karapatang saktan siya dahil gigil na gigil ako sa kaniya ngayon. I also needed to distance myself from him here at the leisure room so that I could stop myself from hurting him.

Dahil sa nangyari kanina sa ground ay bumalik kami rito at nang mapag-usapan namin ang tungkol sa kalokohan na naman niya.

Fine, this wasn't new, alright. He always screwed up with his flings, hell, I didn't give a damn about his escapades with those bitches! Pero iba ang ipinagngingitngit ko ngayon!

Nang muli kong idinilat ang mga mata ko ay sunod-sunod na paghinga ang pinakawalan ko. Alam kong kapag sinaktan ko siya ngayon ay pagsisisihan ko iyon pagkatapos, at hindi niya alam iyon! 'Cause he was a damn self-centered brute!

"Always? Kung hindi lang ako nag-pi-pills, you could've been a father now, Jimin! Pero hindi iyan ang iss—"

"Fvck, kaya pala hindi ako makalusot." He chuckled not really taking me seriously. Prente siyang umupo sa couch na pinupuwestuhan ni Kuya Yoongi kanina.

Walang tao rito nang dumating kami dahil baka nasa lunch break na silang lahat.

"Jimin!" I screamed irritatedly, my fingers wanting to claw him already. Ang akala yata ng walanghiyang ito ay nakikipagbiruan lang ako sa kaniya? Hindi niya alam na puwedeng gamitin ni Arianne Lacerna sa kaniya ang tungkol doon para lang bumalik siya sa babaeng iyon!

I knew how desperate girls think. They were more vicious than the most dangerous snake existing. Hindi man niya nabuntis ang geek na iyon ay hahabol-habulin pa rin siya nito.

Girls always chase after guys who first got them. Tulad ko, though I didn't chase after him, I knew to myself that I couldn't let him go.

I just couldn't… I wouldn't even, ever.

"Nagtagal ka sa geek na iyon dahil…" I inhaled air before continuing. "Hindi pa siya bumibigay sa'yo."

The truth was more vicious though.

Yes, he always did everything I told him to do, but I couldn't just stop him from doing his sexual escapades, I also didn't know about how he did it but I knew he did. He was just a man of pleasure. He had needs—a lot of it actually and I needed to accept that it was not just me he could get his self laid off.

At kaya nagtagal siya kay Arianne Lacerna ay dahil hindi pa ito bumibigay sa kaniya. Malay ko ba kung virgin pa ang isang iyon at kung may pagka-conservative siya pero dahil tapos na sila ay nakuha na siya ni Jimin.

Honestly, he didn't openly tell me his sexual activities with his girls but every time those girls would commit things and threat him like that, I would always assume that he, of course, got himself laid with those bitches. Hindi ko rin naman gugustuhing malaman mismo sa kaniya ang mga pinaggagawa niya.

Hindi ko rin alam kung ikatutuwa ko ba iyon. Basta alam ko, lalaki siya at may pangangailangan.

"No, huwag kang lalapit sa akin." Inilingan ko siya nang akmang tatayo siya at alam kong lalapitan na naman niya ako. Napabalik siya sa pagkaka-upo at nakanguso akong tinitigan. Dahil alam niya, alam niyang bibigay ako, pinapahina ng mga haplos at halik niya ang bawat kalamnan ko at kapag nangyari iyon, matatakasan na naman niya ang galit ko.

"East, pag-aawayan ba natin ito? Hindi ko siya nabuntis, fvck, never! What do you want? Do you want to slap me? To strangle my hair? To punch me? Just don't get mad, east, please." His pleading voice struck right through my heart in a painful manner. Naka-upo siya roon sa couch, nakapatong ang parehong braso sa mga nakaparteng hita niya habang nagsusumamong nakatitig sa akin.