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S P E C I A L C H A P T E R i

Edited and republished
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- Hannan ♥

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Special Chapter

The first trimester was like hell, it was the most difficult time of being pregnant not until I reached my last two months. The bloated belly that looked like carrying a whole watermelon—that was a lot more heavier than normal—in my stomach, the constant back pain and leg cramps, and the fear and anxiety of my upcoming delivery time were all jittered my pregnant self.

Dapat ay stress-free ako at wala dapat iniisip na kahit ano pero hindi ko maiwasang isipin na malapit na akong mag-labor at base sa mga naririnig ko mula sa may mga experience nang manganak, I had also joined a forum of baby Mommies online, mga Mommies ang nandoon pero may mga kagaya ko ring first time magbuntis at nangangailangan ng gabay mula sa kanila, mahirap daw talagang manganak kapag first time.

They shared a lot of their experiences, bad and good, and it seriously scared me as my stomach got bigger and bigger, and as my delivery time got nearer and nearer. Hindi pa nakatulong ang paulit-ulit kong pagsusuka. It was normally just around the first trimester based on my personal OB but my case wasn’t that bad. Maselan din ang pagbubuntis ko lalo na at mahina ang katawan ko kumpara sa kapit ng baby ko.

Hindi ko tuloy mapigilang isipin na baka dahil iyon roon sa Depo na itinurok sa akin noon pero hindi naman daw dahil doon, kinulang lang daw talaga ang katawan ko ng immunity para sa baby ko.

That was why Jimin and I had decided to enroll me into this pregnant women organization. It was an organization looking out for pregnant women like me, we learned things there like the basic safe routine of a pregnant woman, we exercised activities such as water workouts, strength training and riding stationary bike.

Sa bahay ay may sarili na akong exercising space para sa daily activities ko. Jimin even got me a personal stationary bike para kahit sa bahay ay may magamit ako. I also sometimes did yoga and aerobics but not so often, while my favorite was the water workouts. The pool in our house had become my personal exercising leisure.

Jimin had never missed a moment during those routines, ‘cause he also filed a paternity leave as I filed a maternal leave. Akala mo talaga siya ang manganganak.

Isa pa, nakakatuwa rin ang iba pang Mommies na nakakasalamuha namin ni Jimin sa organization. We had also befriended some of them, madalas ay nag-gu-group exercise kami kasama rin ang mga asawa nila. It was better and more pulling to be honest. Marami rin ang katulad namin ni Jimin na first time parents, and as the time went by, I was slowly feeling the little changes in my body. Nandoon pa rin ang struggle ng pagkakaroon ng malaking tiyan pero nakasanayan ko na rin siya.

Last in my list of exercises was my night activities with my husband. Mahirap siyang sabayan lalo na at walong buwan na ang tiyan ko, pero binigyan naman kami ng ilang suggestions ng OB namin para roon. He didn’t do me rough and hard like what he always did, we were achingly slow and sensual yet fulfilling. We had this certain position that our OB had advised us, it was actually very perfect with my bloated belly and his high libido.

Ni hindi man lang siya nahiyang itanong iyon sa OB namin noon. My OB said, we could still have sex until my eight month so he really had his time.

With the help of those activities, I was congratulated by my OB for being a healthy and active pregnant woman. Plus the organization was giving me assignments, involving my diet goals and eating habits. Sa tuwing meetings ay kailangan kong ma-meet ang assignment weight ko, ganoon din ang ginagawa ko sa buwanang checkup ko with my OB.