He Submits [BTS Fanfiction] √

XXXII

Chapter Thirty-two

I knew that what I was going through right now was just too simple and very light compared to what a lot of people had been going through everyday, most importantly at this very moment, compared to what my sister had been going through since she found out about her unexpected pregnancy.

And I wasn't there with her 'cause I was busy spoiling my own heart.

It was a necessity in my case 'cause my heart had been ignored for a longest time, my stupidity and unawareness brought it to just spilling all its content all for the only man it had always desired—as ever.

Jimin was right, a baby was a blessing but only if it was expected.

Napakabata pa ng Ate ko, anong alam niya sa pagiging ina? She was still studying and still too unknowledgeable about what was entailed of being a mother, of all this, how could she handle everything? Isa pa, hindi ko rin magawang imagine-in si Ate na may anak na.

Letting my pink tinted lips lightly pull up for a small smile, I lovingly caressed my sister's soft and smooth wrist as my shaking fingers softly touched the hard but smooth metallic bangle around, its coldness immediately creeping within my skin.

Parang hinahaplos ang puso ko dahil sa mga letrang naka-ukit doon, masaya para sa Ate ko.

'My Milan'

I could afford my father ignoring me, I could afford him disregarding me already and making me feel how he couldn't be a father to me anymore for as long as he made my sister happy. Kahit na wala ako noong araw na ibinigay ni Daddy kay Ate Milan ang bangle na ito bilang graduation gift ay nai-imagine ko na ang masayang mukha ni Ate. And it was enough, it was all enough for me to forgive my father all over again for what he did to me and for what he still planned to do.

Buong gabi akong umiyak kagabi, paggising ko kaninang umaga ay halos hindi ko na makilala ang sarili ko dahil sa pamumugto ng mga mata ko. They were swollen, red and puffy. At hindi pa ako natapos doon dahil buong araw kong ka-text si Jimin, I had been crying all day desperately wanting him to get me and take me away but he wasn't having any of it.

From: Get Lost
it'll be just a simple dinner, Hannan

kailangan kong magpa-goodshot kay Tito Feb

lets follow him for now hm

just until the dinner is over

To Get Lost:
WJY ARE YOU SO CVALM?!

you know I cant disobey him

what if it won't be just a simple dinner?

Sinabi niyang huwag akong mag-alala at magtiwala lang sa kaniya. Sinabi rin niya sa aking handa siyang sunduin ako kung gusto ko nang umalis sa dinner na magaganap ngayong gabi, sinabi niyang handa siyang ilayo ako kahit na si Daddy pa ang makalaban niya.

Handa siya, kaya kailangan ko rin maging handa.

Get Lost:
Jungkook might like you

hell, who wouldnt like you?

its still very clear to me all the assholes at school obviously having an eye for you

but Im still hoping Jungkook will nvr do anythng that will ruin us

dont worry, Ill try to talk to him before the dinner

At sana, sana tama siya na mas mahalaga kay Jungkook ang pagkakaibigan nila kaysa sa kung anumang nararamdaman nito sa akin.