He Submits [BTS Fanfiction] √

XXVIII

Chapter Twenty-eight

I had said before that I would never moan out his name unless I had finally found out what I felt for him, I did have a deal with myself that I would only let myself be fully careless and tamed with him when I had finally sorted out my feelings for him.

Last night, I was a fully opened book to him. Last night, I was unfiltered and unmasked, nakedly showing him all of my emotions and giving out moans of his name because I loved him, because I was careless for him and because I was vulnerable for him.

Hinintay kong mangyari ang bagay na iyon. Nakakataba ng pusong malaman na hindi lang ako, pati rin siya. He also had waited for it, he also had waited for me to be careless when he had been so careless for me.

Kulang na lang ay pareho naming bigkasin ang mga salitang iyon para tuluyan nang magkaroon ng commitment sa pagitan namin.

Hindi ako nagmamadali, naiintindihan kong ang bagay na iyon ay nangangailangan ng panahon. Puwedeng ready na ako, pero baka hindi pa siya ready, puwede rin namang naninibago siya katulad ko.

I could wait for him, I would be patient for him.

"Man, you need to see the land first. If you're going to buy it, come and see it yourself."

Nahinto ako sa paglalakad sa narrow hallway patungo sa main living room ng Park Mansion nang marinig ko ang malalim ngunit malambot na tinig ni Tito Nigel na paniguradong nagmumula sa living room.

Akala ko ay wala na sila rito ni Tita Janna sa bahay dahil alas-dos na ng tanghali, usually, nasa office na dapat sila. Hindi naman sila katulad ni Daddy na mukhang nasobrahan sa pagiging workaholic pero madalas ko lang talaga silang nakikita kapag wedding celebration nila.

"I've seen its virtual photo already, Dad. Napag-aralan ko na rin ang lawak at laki base sa land details that you sent me, I just need one of our architects for the design of the house."

Sunod kong narinig ang boses ni Jimin at nakaka-inis lang dahil agad-agad na naman ang pag-ri-react ng puso ko. He wasn't even on my sight! It was just his damn freaking voice!

What the hell? Toxic!

He was a toxic for me but dammit, I still wanted him so much. I had never wanted things that were bad for me but if it was him, I wouldn't mind getting intoxicated by him.

"No, no, man, I advice you go and see it. Isama mo si Hannan, you should also ask for her opinion."

"No! She can't know about this, Dad! It'll ruin my plans!"

Muli akong napatigil sa akmang paghakbang para magpatuloy na sa paglalakad, ramdam ko ang pagkakapako ng mga paa ko sa sahig at ang mas pagbilis at paglakas pa ng tibok ng puso ko, sa sobrang lakas ay nabibingi na ako.

I was afraid they would hear it.

Land and house, why would Jimin talk with his father about those things, involving my name? Hindi ako tanga para hindi maintindihan pero ayaw kong mag-isip ng kung ano dahil mas gugustuhin ko ring sa kaniya mismo manggaling.

"What, you have plans? Man, let me just remind you that you're just eighteen and she's seventeen, you're still both young. I'll only let you marry her if you've already closed tons of deals for the company. You can't feed her using my riches!"

I pressed my lips together to suppress them from stretching so wide for a smile as I crossed my arms in front of my chest, enjoying eavesdropping to this father and son's funny yet sweet banter.

Mag-Daddy nga ang dalawa. Madalas ko talagang makita kay Tito Nigel ang mga kilos ni Jimin, mula sa galaw hanggang sa pag-iisip samantalang si Jaye naman ay kay Tita Janna though may ilang bagay rin namang namana si Jimin kay Tita, tulad ng pananalita.