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Chapter Ten

♪ Soundtrack: Turning Up by James Reid ♪

Napasinghap ako nang mahigpit na hinawakan ni Jimin ang magkabilang pulupulsuhan ko at parehong ipinirmi sa magkabilang gilid ko nang magbalak akong itulak siya. My elbows both hitting the hard metal of the locker I was leaning on, my back arched with the sudden impact as my eyes narrowed in pain.

Napangiwi ako dahil doon.

Trickily, as if he did it on purpose, his tongue found an opening to enter my mouth.

"J-Jimin!" I cried against his lips. Sinubukan kong muling pumiglas sa kaniya habang ipinipilig ng marahas ang ulo ko para maiwasan ang mararahas niyang paghalik ngunit kinain na naman ng kapusukan niya ang boses ko.

This wasn't good.

Yes, Jimin and I often did it. Madalas kapag may bago ako—kaming prospect. And he had never gone like this. He was always gentle, yes always dominant but never rude and harsh.

Pakiramdam ko, sa paraan ng paghalik niya ngayon ay pinaparusahan niya ako sa kung anumang kasalanang nagawa ko sa kaniya o kung mayroon man dahil sa pagkaka-alam ko, siya ang may kasalanan sa akin!

This brute!

Hindi ko maigalaw ang mga kamay ko kaya hindi ko siya magawang itulak palayo sa akin. I couldn't even shout for help 'cause damn it, bukod sa hindi niya pinapakawalan ng mga labi niya ang mga labi ko ay iskandalo rin iyon! What the hell was he trying to do? And here in this public place?!

Hindi nga siguro matao rito ngayon at nakakubli kami sa hilera ng mga lockers pero hindi pa rin ako mapapanatag. And maybe, he was too damn fvcked up to realize it!

"Jim—no!" Nanlaki ang mga mata ko at agad na ipinagdikit ang mga hita ko nang maramdaman ko ang mga daliri niya sa gitna ng mga hita ko, sa ibabaw ng underwear ko.

I was too damn engrossed with his kisses, maybe too panicked thinking about all this and too absent-minded that I didn't notice when his one hand disappeared from holding my wrist to touch me downtown.

No, no, no! Not here… not here!

Damn it! Kilala niya ako! Katulad ng kabisado ko ang mga kiliti niya sa katawan ay kabisado niya rin kung saan at paano ako hahawakan!

Halos dumausdos ako pababa dahil sa panghihina ng mga tuhod ko nang maramdaman kong marahang gumagalaw ang mga daliri niya roon, mas binibigyan ng pansin ang maliit na laman doong alam niyang tuluyan kong ikababaliw. The roughness of my underwear giving insults to his sinful and pleasurable touches, I just wanted his fingers to my folds, without the cloth!

His lips shortly spared me air to breathe as it started trailing wet kisses along the delicate skin of my jaw down my neck. His other hand that was holding my other wrist went snaking around my waist to keep me from stumbling down as it started to land teasing pinches on my hip.

I knew, this wasn't right. Actually, all of this. I, him, the place, this, all this. But what mattered right now wasn't what was right and wrong. Dahil ngayong muli niyang ipinaparamdam sa akin ang kaligayahang sa kaniya ko lang matatamasa ay tuluyan ko nang itinaboy sa isipan ko ang lahat.

It was just him and all this.

My opposing hands that were trying to stop him awhile ago went groping around his neck as my lips hungrily caught his, my tongue gliding over his bottom lip for a tad taste of his softness before it pushed inside, successfully finding his tongue. Hinalikan ko siya, this time, sa paraang gusto ko. Sa paraang pareho naming ikababaliw.

Oo, nababaliw na talaga ako.

Nasa public place kami pareho at may malaking possibility na may makakita sa amin. Ikasisira namin pareho iyon pero dahil nababaliw na ako, wala na akong paki-alam, lalo na at nababaliw na rin siya.