"okay Jiminnie, we'll be starting a new assignment!"
Young cringed both at the nickname and the mention of the assignment by Dr.Minseok. He really didn't want to face another freak out incident.
"wh-what?" Jimin looked even more scared.
Jimin, now with black hair, seemed more attractive to Yoongi than before and it was a huge problem to him of how to control his feelings. He often said to himself that it really wasn't what he was feeling, But as the days wore on it seemed hard to convince himself as such. Impossible even.
" It's nothing hectic like before. You needn't be scared.I just need you to talk to people more often and write about exactly what you spoke. Start slow. Buy a diary, and think of this, not as an assignment but a thing you like to do daily by your own decision. Is that clear?"
Though Yoongi sighed in relief, Jimin was looking like he was being sent to hell.
"b-but I don't w-want to t-t-talk..." He stuttered in a small voice.
"you have to push your self Jiminnie, Otherwise recovery is a long way off. Don't be scared. People aren't a threat to you unless you think they are" The doctor gently encouraged Jimin with a soft smile.
"and Yoongi, you have to go through his diary each day and see if Jimin is doing what I told him. Next week bring him here again, okay? and Jimin are you taking your medicine? Please don't forget, and Yoongi please be concerned to if Jimin is taking his medicine" Dr.Minseok advised.
Jimin bit his lip.
Yoongi hyung is being asked a lot isn't he? And it's all because of me. Maybe he's thinking that this is all to much for him. Maybe he'll tell me to leave him alone, leave the house. And really, I can't say anything. But if I can recover quickly...
Jimin shook his head. No way could he recover quickly. It was impossible. But if he tried, Yoongi hyung would be happy, won't he?
"Jiminnie is going to try hard, isn't he?" Dr.Minseok cheered.
Jimin smiled hugely. "yes, doctor!" he replied, inwardly thinking, For Yoongi Hyung...
If only Yoongi could hear what Jimin was thinking, he'd have been less angry.
Jimin could only smile like that for him. Jimin could only cheer like that when Yoongi asked something, but this doctor was slowly taking Jimin to his side and it was bloody unfair.
"come on Jimin" he growled, grabbing the younger's wrist. "it's getting late"
Dr.Minseok grinned at the jealous Yoongi. He knew all too very well that they both liked each other and they were both too obstinate to figure it out. He hoped that this assignment would not only help Jimin to recover, but will also make the two closer than they are. The faces that Jimin could only talk to Yoongi without panicking didn't go unnoticed by the doctor. He then smiled as Yoongi dragged the younger off with him leaving Minseok's room.
Jimin was upset.
Was Yoongi mad at him because Jimin was tiring him out? The thought saddened Jimin to no end yet he couldn't also make himself want to believe that Yoongi was mad at him. All he wanted was to make Yoongi happy, make that gummy smile last forever in his face, He never wanted to see his eyes downcast. But he was already making the older's face screw up. And the realization made him want to cry.
They got into the taxi without a word. Nor did they talk throughout the whole journey to their home. They got down after Yoongi paid the driver and again not a word was exchanged between the two. The silence was getting too much for Jimin, which was a surprise since he lives for silence.
When Yoongi was about to go I through the door Jimin caught his wrist. The older stopped.
"H-hyung..." he whispered.
Yoongi made no reply.
"H-hyung I'm s-s-orry" Jimin blinked the tears out of his eyes.
The older still made no movement and it was scaring Jimin. He was scared that Yoongi was going to send him out of the house. The thought terrified him to his very soul. He didn't want to be left alone, be separated from Yoongi. The attachment he felt towards the older was irreversible, he didn't want to break it. He didn't know how Yoongi felt, but he was sure that what he felt wasn't something called friendship. It was more. It had to be more. And the feeling that he was afraid to be alone made him forget his stutters.
"Hy-hyung, I am so sorry if I'm a burden to you! I don't wasn't to see you upset hyung! But I-I also don't want to be away from you! I-i will try my hardest to recover so that I won't be a nuisance to you, hyung I-" He was cut off by a surprising, warm yet emotional embrace given to him by the older. He sobbed into the older's shirt, clutching at the thin material between them.
"h-hyung I'm s-so sorry! I-"
"hush, baby. Don't stress your self out" Soothingly, Yoongi rubbed Jimin's back, whispering the words to his ear.
"bu-but h-hyung, I'm a burden to-"
"you're nothing of the sort Jiminnie. You'll never be. Don't think that"
Jimin melted into the hug, liking the protection offered to him by these strong arms.
"b-but-" he tried yet again but was cut off.
"Park Jimin, stop being delusional. You mean so damn much to me, okay"
Then came a moment where Jimin would have loved to pause for eternity.
Yoongi's lips touched his forehead in one heart warming second.
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