Closeted (BoyxBoy) [2014 Edition]

Closeted

Have you ever felt like, you're confused? About everything. About who you are, who you love, who your friends are, and what people really think of you. Honestly, I really didn't give a damn about any of that stuff. That was because I knew who I was.

At least, I THOUGHT, I knew.

Everything became a big, fucking nightmare when a certain person came into my life. Yup, he just strut in like a multimillion-dollar celebrity who just hit the lottery for a billion dollars or something. In any case, he barged into my life and made me question everything I ever thought was true.

I mean, he just turned my life upside down and didn't give two shits about what he had done. That smirk on his face, makes me wanna gag, vomit, and choke myself over and over. But.. there's something about his face that makes his smirks seem angelic. Look at me, speaking this bullshit about angels.

He's the fucking antichrist and I hate him for what he has done to me, but I can't bring myself to actually hate him. I hate being called a 'fag', a 'queer', a 'cocksucker', and everything in between. But for some reason, those words fit a whole lot more than 'ladies man' and 'ladykiller' ever did...