Jealousy: The Full Series - An Andi Mack Fanfic

4x01 - Stupid Emotions

Bex's POV:
Nothing has changed for days. Jonah was still mad at Andi, and while Cyrus and Buffy are trying to help her with her situation, it hasn't gotten better.

I walked into her room, where Andi was still cooped up. "Andi," I said, "You have to at least try to do something about this. Nothing's going to get better if you just stay here, acting all mopey."

She was still looking down. "I've tried so many times. In the school halls. At the park. He doesn't talk to me. It's like I don't exist to him."

"Have you asked Buffy and Cyrus to try talk to Jonah?"

"They have. Jonah just pretends they didn't mention me. He hates me now, and it's all my fault, because I have these stupid emotions I can't control!"

"I know how it feels. Doing something that you think is helping someone, when really, it was just helping yourself." I leaned on her door. "You're going to feel guilt for the rest of your life. But you just have to keep trying to fix it. No matter how difficult it is."

Andi finally stood up, and hugged me. "Thanks, mom. I'll go try talk to Jonah."

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Andi's POV:
I saw Jonah at the park. This time, he's going to respond to me. I shouted to him, "JONAH!"

He looked at me, then looked away immediately. Not this time. I ran up to him, and grabbed his arm. "I'm not letting go until we talk things out."

Jonah sighed and looked again at me. "Fine. What do you want?"

"I want to fix this. I'm really sorry for what I did. What can I do to have you forgive me?"

"Nothing. I'm not forgiving you this time. You have done way too much to ruin my relationship with Cyrus. Just because he still cares about you, doesn't mean I do."

"Come on! I'm trying to do everything I can! I just want everything to go back to normal."

He forced me to let go of his arm, and walked away saying, "Nothing will be back to normal. Not if you're going to be selfish like that all the time."

I felt my entire body fill up with rage. I screamed, "I'm selfish? I'M THE SELFISH ONE?!"

Jonah looked back and nodded.

"Let's go back in time to Memory Lane, then. Uhh, let's see. I joined the team for you. I made a bracelet for you. I help you get a birthday present for Amber. What do you do in return? NOTHING!"

"I did all that for you, and when I need your help, you can't do it. I wanted you to at least care about the dress code thing, but all you cared about was your stupid Frisbee team picture!"

Jonah stepped forward, face full of anger. "Why did you say you were going to fix our friendship, if in the end, you were just going to ruin it some more?!"

"Probably because I'm only realizing now that you're just one big, selfish prick! Just watch, Cyrus is going to realize this as well, and you'll lose him too!"

We both stormed off, angry at each other. I can't believe I was ever friends with that jerk. Not even Amber was this rude to me.

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3rd Person POV:
Bex was reading a book called, Spy Files when Andi stomped in. "Whoa, Andiman. You alright there?"

She grumbled, "No. I'm not. I can't believe I ever liked Jonah. I can't believe tried to fix our friendship. He only cares about himself."

Bex was too scared to talk to her at the moment. One wrong word, and she would blow a fuse. "Sh-should I just bring your food to your room when it's done cooking?"

"Yeah, thanks." She slammed the door. No more sound was in the house. Except for the boiling pot of water.