Lasting Love

Jordan

Out of breath when she reached her front door Jordyn was stunned to find Jordan sitting on the top step.

"How did you ? What the fuck J ?How the fuck? Didn't I tell you to leave me alone !"

"You see Jordy I just can't do that " Jordan stated shaking his head

Jordy glared at him

"Well then I'll make it easy . " she spat at him opening the door

"Jordyn STOP! "

"What the fuck do you want from me ? "

Jordan squared his shoulders

"Fuck! Whatever you want Jordy .Whatever the fuck you want ."

Jordan sighed defeated and turned away from her , his emotions getting to him.

"Jordyn ?"

"What ?"

"I'm sorry "

Jordan walked over to the corner ,turning onto his own street before he stopped

All he saw was red . The pain , anger and hopelessness began to take over as he made it to his car.

"Fuck it " Jordan mumbled getting into the drivers seat.

The car seemed to drive on it's own as he found himself seated in front of Jim again

"I'm not staying give me a six pack "

Jim crossed him arms across his chest

"Maybe you should call Jon kid "

"Look just gimme the beer " Jordan hissed slapping a few bills on the bar before turning to the cooler.

Jordan put the case in the trunk , got in fired up the engine and peeled out of the driveway angrily.

Home held no appeal at the moment as Jordan continued to drive around. Inevitably he found himself at their place . They'd always driven to the lake .

Jordan sat gazing out over the moonlit lake as memories flooded through him.

Memories of her parents telling he wasn't good enough for Jordy flowed through as he downed beer after beer continuously.

Their voices and that of the guys telling him they were too young to be this serious played over and over in his subconscious

Every beer he consumed brought out more and memories Jordan wasn't prepared to deal with but they came anyway.

Pulling out his phone Jordan called Jon and it took several minutes before Jon could decipher his brother's drunken rambling.

Fifteen minutes later Jon pulled in the spot next to his brother's car .

Jon situated his incoherent brother in the passenger seat of his Yukon , secured Jordan's car , got in the drivers seat and took his brother home.

Jordan rambled repeatedly about Jordy and how he'd fucked up so many times. Jon listened as he felt his heart twist . They had all been put in a shitty situation .

Once Jon had his brother in his own bedroom he made himself comfortable in DJ's room knowing his brother would be in bad shape when he sobered up.

Jon dialed Jordy's number hoping it was still the same as the last one he'd been given .

"It's Jon Can I stop over to talk ?"

"What's wrong ?" Jordyn knew immediately something was off.

"He got wasted Jordy. Jim called me earlier when he got to the bar the first time. Then again when he bought a six pack and left. J called me from the lake Jordy he was fucked up "

Jordyn gasped almost dropping the phone

This was her fault .Jordan tried to talk to her , tried to make things right and she wouldn't let him. Instead she'd tossed him away as if he never meant anything to her.

Which was the total opposite.

Jordan had always been her everything

If she had to admit it Jordyn knew he still was and always would be her everything