Lasting Love

Jordan

Jordyn waited for him to say something else .

When he didn't she pushed for Jordan to talk to her

"You just what?"

"Nothin. It's not like it'll matter anyway "Jordan mumbled

Jordyn automatically moved closer to him.

Close enough to smell him,touch him

Jordan instinctively reached for her .

Jordy couldn't stop herself .

Reaching out she pressed her hand to his cheek

"Tell me "

"I fucked up tonight bad I haven't hit the bottle that bad in years. Clearly my judgement is shit tonight.It's nothing "

"J please talk to me .You're the one who said you wanted to fix us. Fix all the wrongs .It won't work unless you tell me "

"When I realized you were here willing to take care of my drunken ass all I wanted was to feel you in my arms again. I have no right to that .I lost that long ago."

"J " Jordy whispered

Not thinking straight Jordan reacted to her whisper the same as he always had .He leaned in and pressed his lips to Jordyn's.

"Please let me hold you even if it's just one last time let me feel like I'm good enough for you and deserve your love."

Jordyn felt the first tear slide down her cheek

"Baby I swear I'll leave you alone if you want I just missed having you in my arms for so long "

Jordy wiped her eyes again uselessly.

"Just one last time Jordy and I swear I'll never bother you again. I'll be out of your life for good "

Jordyn pressed her lips to his just as she had hundreds of times.

"One condition "Jordyn murmured against his lips

"Anything "

"If you hold me tonight Jordan you can't stop .You can't ever let me go .Not again"

Jordan cupped the back of her head with his hand as he coaxed her closer to him.

Nervously Jordan deepened the kiss.

"God I missed you baby " Jordan murmured

Jordyn wrapped her arms around his waist to get closer.

Jordan felt himself harden when Jordy's breasts grazed his chest.

Jordyn inhaled sharply feeling his erection press against her

"Some things never change " Jordan murmured close to her ear

"J " Jordy sighed

"What is it baby ?"

"I -I -"Jordyn immediately stopped talking.

"Tell me "

"Please don't play games with me . You'll get what you want ,hurt me , leave  and I'll be left alone again "

Jordan framed Jordyn's face with his hands

"Jordy I want you. I always have .I became too blinded and stupid to see it. I thought you were done with me ."

Realizing then that their mistakes and assumptions were bi-products of their own fears Jordyn knew the words Jordan spoke were sincere and from his heart.All the year's they'd spent together before everything fell apart Jordan never once put himself before her if anything it had been the opposite.