Lasting Love

Jordyn

Without a second thought Jordyn took the short walk to Jordan's .

Jon quietly let her in as she heard Jordan wretching from the bathroom

"Yea this bit him back fast his stomach isn't used to all that poison no more .I don't know what the fuck he was thinking"Jon explained shaking his head as he flopped back down on the sofa.

"Head home Jon I got him . " Jordy assured him

"Jordyn I .. Are you sure ?"

"Yes I got him .Thank you for getting him home safe "

Jon eyed her questioningly

"Jonathan GO! "Jordyn ordered.

"Yes ma'am" Jon chuckled as she swatted him before he closed the door.

Jordyn made her way to the bathroom , the door closed.

Part of her felt sorry for Jordan , she could hear him still wretching but the other part of her felt guilty. She caused him to go on this binge. She'd known he was recovering but never dreamed he would give into temptation and drink again.

Not caring if he got pissed at her or not Jordyn pushed the bathroom door open ,finding him leaning on the wall next to the toilet .

"Go home " Jordan growled looking up at her

"I will not and stop with the fucking tude . It's me Jordan I'm not dealing with it."

"Go the fuck home Jordy"

Ignoring him Jordyn grabbed a washcloth from the linen closet next to the sink , turned on the warm water and began wetting the rag. After the sink filled Jordyn turned off the faucet before kneeling down to Jordan.

Gently wiping his forehead Jordy waited for another outburst.

Instead Jordan leaned into her touch

"Thank you " came out hoarse and raspy

"Don't thank me J it's my fault you went and did this to begin with "

"No it's not " Jordan replied quietly

"Yes it is I shouldn't make this as hard as I have been. We all make mistakes and you've offered multiple times to fix things but I've pushed you off like I don't care and that's just not true Jordan"

Jordy helped him to stand on unstable feet . Jordan stumbled to a standing position stabling himself on the base of the sink.

"You need a shower "Jordyn muttered as she couldn't help but make a face of disgust as the smell of beer and vomit assaulted her.

"Wanna help ?" Jordan asked seductively wagging his eyebrows

"Stop it .Yes I'll help you "

Jordan smirked in triumph

"But only because you're too fucking drunk to stand up straight"

Jordan's face fell in disappointment.

Jordyn turned on the shower and reached over with her good hand to help Jordan get into the tub. What she hadn't realized was that Jordan was standing there only in his boxers.

He'd definitely filled out and matured .

Holy Fuck

PIcking up the bottle of shampoo she'd seen on the tub as it was filing Jordyn squirted some onto the top of Jordan's head and began to massage it in.Jordan's sharp intake of breath startled her.

"Too hot ? Cold?"

"No baby it's your touch God it's been so fucking long"

Jordyn rinsed his hair before picking up the washcloth she'd discarded on the side of the tub earlier.

Handing it and his bottle of body wash to Jordan,Jordy couldn't help the emotions that over took her as she tried to ignore the scent.

"Can you help me baby ?" Jordan's voice was weak and vulnerable

What the fuck brought that on ? Was he that fucking wasted ?

Silently shook her head slipping out of the room

"J I can't but I'll be right outside the door."

"Jordy " it came out almost broken and Jordyn was right back beside the tub.

Jordyn silently picked up the washcloth and began to wash his back .

Twenty minutes later Jordyn helped J get into his bed.

Resting his head on his palm Jordan rolled onto his side

"Jordy why are you helping me ?"

"Because you need me "

He looked sad for a minute

"I thought maybe .... Never mind "Jordan muttered turning away from her.