If I Knew (BTS FanFiction)

Chapter 10

The stare on his face with a slight smile he slowly approach toward me. I lean away from him but he kept coming closer and closer. With my hand shaking, I pushed his shoulder, "W-what?", I mumbled.

"Nothing", he respond, "I just want to see you close up".

I looked away, "We have to get back to the project", I tried to make an excuse.

"I already finished it", he smiled.

I tried not to show any emotion, "Well if we're finish with the project, then can I go home?", I asked.

He looked away and turned back at me, "Mi-Na, I want to tell you that I-I-", he stumbled.

Somehow, why do I feel like his is going to confess his feeling to me. I was waiting patiently for the word " I like you", but his phone interrupted him.

*Ring ring
I stared at him deeply but then he looked down to his phone that is next to the laptop. He gave out a sigh, picked up his phone and walked out of the room.

Since yesterday until today he's been trying to confess to me, yet things kept interrupting us. I want to hear "I like you" from him so much, but it seem like I'm getting ahead of myself. Why do I want to hear those words from Yoongi so much, what is this feeling that I kept getting whenever I'm alone with him...why do I only want to be with him, why do I feel so happy when he smile. Do I have feeling for Yoongi. Just then I realized that I do. I like Mr.Smartypants, how can this be, this can't be. I grabbed my phone and called So-Yeon.

She answered, "Hello, Mi-Na what is it?"

"So-Yeon, how do you know if you like someone?", I asked, "Please help me out".

"What are you saying?", she question", "You just know that you like that person. Why, is there someone that you like? Who is it? Do I know him?", she began to ramble on.

"So-Yeon", I yelled, "Its not like that. Just tell me what it feel like to like someone", I asked again, "What feeling did you have when you knew that you like Jungkook?".

"Why are you bring him up?", she yelled through the phone.

"Just tell me", I mumble.

"Fine", she sigh, "At first I didn't feel anything toward him, but somehow I began to feel this vibe were I can feel that we connect. I'm happy when he's happy, the feeling of being together only always runs inside my mind. But why are you so interest Mi-Na", she said.

"I see", I respond, "Its nothing, its just that..." I couldn't tell So-Yeon that I like Yoongi. I'm not even sure of myself that I like him, so I ended up making an excuse, "Its just that I saw this drama where the heroine is confuse whether she likes the hero or not, and it got me wonder how it feel like to like someone".

"Uhh...Mi-Na, you and your drama. Its different for everyone, but to me its not about the feeling but the spark in each other eyes. When a guy likes you or when you like someone its the spark that is send through the eyes", she said, "When someone likes you, you'll know what I mean. Mi-Na I got to go, my mom is calling me, see you tomorrow at school" she hang up.

"Okay-bye", I said as I slowly put my phone down. "Its not the feeling but the spark", I whispered.

Yoongi enter the room again. "Sorry about that", he said as he sat next to me. I stare at him closely. Somehow inside me I want to confess my feeling toward him, even if he doesn't have any feeling toward me.

Then, I asked him, "Yoongi what was it that you tried to tell me?".

"Huh?", he respond, "Uhh... its nothing".

"Really, nothing at all", I asked, "It seems like you've been trying to tell me something since yesterday but-".

"Its nothing", he yelled, "Y-you can leave now".

Yoongi got up and walked out the room. It took me by shock, why was he so anger about, I just wanted to know the truth. "Find with me. I'll leave, its not like I want to stay here any ways", I mumble as I began to tear up.

I packed my things and exit the room. Mrs. Min was there standing near the stairs, she  walked toward me and pat me on the shoulders, "What happen?", she asked.

"Ah, its nothing", I respond, "I got Yoongi angry, sorry".

"It doesn't matter, he should had never yelled at you like that", she said, "I can never understand him. I'm gonna teach him a lesson".

Just before Mrs.Min make her move toward Yoongi's door, I grabbed her arm, "Mrs.Min, no need to, it was all my fault. I should not have pressure him, it's all my fault".

She stop and turned to me, " Mi-Na, I don't care what you did but as a man he should not had yelled at you like that. Everyone in the house heard him and since your our guest to, this is wrong".

"No need, I'm okay", I faked a smile, "Mrs.Min, I'm heading home, can you walk me out", I asked.

"Okay", she smiled.

As we walked down, I took a slight look back at his door hoping that he'll at least open it, but what was I thinking, it was shut tightly. I said my goodbye to Mrs.Min and got in one of their car were the Mr.Kim (their diver) took me back home. I let out a sigh and then Mr.Kim asked me, "Is there something wrong?".

"Nothing, just happy to be heading back home", I smiled.

"Nothing is better than home", he laughed as I laughed with him, "Yoongi is not as bad as you think he is. He's been through a lot, I know cause I literately raise him".

"What do you mean by that?", I asked.

"His parents were always busy with their life so I took care of him most of the time. At one point,his parents were gonna get a divorce but somehow they worked it out and didn't. Once he reach his teens, his parents were finally available from their busy work life. They're still trying to connect to Yoongi, but he's not opening his heart to his own parents, funny isn't", he explained.

"I see", I respond, "I don't think that he'll be happy hearing that you told me all this".

"Don't worry, I trust you that you'll keep this a secret and hopefully you'll be able to open his heart", he smiled as he drop me off at my house.

I'm glad to hear that Mr.Kim was there for him. I sure hope that one day he'll open up to me too.

I smiled back, "Thank you for dropping me off Mr.Kim".

"You welcome", he said, "Mi-Na before you go can you make me a promise", he asked.

"What promise", I asked.

"Please take care of Yoongi for me", he smiled.

"What do you mean?", I asked, "Are you going somewhere?".

"I'm getting old and I won't be there for him all the time. I have to past him to someone I can trust and I feel that you're the person. Please promise me", he begged.

"I-I promise", I smiled.

Mr.Kim smiled back at me and drove away. I watch the car get farther and father away.

Author's Note:
-Another chapter going up, wow I'm making progress. I'm trying to make up for not being able to update for the past few weeks of my winter break. I wanted to post a chapter before heading to my class, by the way today is my day back to school. Uh...back to the school life. Everyone I hope your going back to school/work safely and stay strong. Please don't forget comment and to stay tune for more.