If I Knew (BTS FanFiction)

Chapter 3

At this point, my heart began to race faster and faster. I try not to look at his beautiful, yet evil smile, but I couldn't resist myself. To avoid any eye contact, I began to look down to his wound. I tried to change the subject since it was deadly silent as he kept staring at me as I apply ointment on his cut hand. "About before, during lunch time, I'm uh...uh sorry. I was out of my lead, I hope you really don't kick out J-hope, he didn't do anything wrong", I insist.

Yoongi began to laugh, "You guys actually took my words, huh?" That's means I have a lot of power in this school. Teachers, staff and students", he began to laugh.

"Of course, we are scared of you. Your family have more power than the school", I said.

He lead forward toward me, "What about you?" smiling evilly again.

"Me?", I answer, "Well at first I wasn't but now, uh..." I couldn't finished what I wanted to say. I didn't want him to think that I was afraid of him too, even though I was. The power that he hold is stronger than anything in this school. Going here I never thought that I would run into a student like this. Only in drama t.v show is where there's always a rich kid who rules the school, who knew that kids like this actually exists.

I looked up at him, our eyes meeting each other, our nose barely touching, "Back off", I yelled in a low tone as I pushed him away.

He moved back but then moved forward again, but not to where our nose touched. "You didn't finish answering my question. If you answer right then I will not kick your friend, who was it again, something Hope? But if you answer wrong, then I can't help it if he doesn't show up tomorrow".

"Okay, fine", I reply, "At first I wasn't scared of you, even after hearing those rumors, I'm still not scare of you, instead I pity you".

"What?", he stopped smiling and the look on his face didn't seem happy and playful anymore, "What do you mean, you pity me?"

"I mean, you don't have any friends and your always by your self. Try trusting people and create some friends, its not health for you to always be by yourself. I don't know why your so anti-social, but..."

He got up and slam the chair, "What do you know about trusting? You have no right to pity me, it should be me who pity you for being so dumb. Trusting, HA", Yoongi walked out of the classroom, leaving me there by myself. I could feel my heart racing again, but this time it was racing as if I was going to get killed. I slapped my mouth, "You should had just kept quiet", I told myself, "What happen if something bad happen to J-hope tomorrow".

*The next day

I was afraid to go back to school. I didn't want to see the classroom without J-hope. I was afraid that he got kick out because of what I said yesterday, but my mother force me anyways. When I got to class, all eyes where on me. Jimin, Taehyung, Jungkook, and even So-Yeon stare at me as I walked in class. As soon as I sat down, Jimin asked, "So what happen? Did you talk to him?"

I nod my head 'yes'. "So what happen?", asked Jimin, "Is J-hope gonna be okay?"

"I don't know", I answer back with a frown.

Jimin turned away from me and had his head down on his desk. Him and J-hope sat in front of me and So-Yeon. "I'm sorry guys. I created this mess", I apologize.

"Don't worry, think of the bright side", Taehyung said with a smile as he pat my back.

"What bight side?", asked Jimin, "There's no bright side, if my friend is gone".

Our homeroom teacher came in class and began to take roles and began the class. As he took role call, he repeated J-hope's name, "Jung Hoseok", there was no answer, "Jung Hoseok not here today. Okay absent..."

I didn't have a good feeling about this. Everything was my fault. If only I didn't get mad and try to speak up. If only I didn't answer his questioned wrong, maybe J-hope was still here. I felt guilt and sad the whole day. I didn't feel like studying or eating. I stared at Yoongi all day long, he didn't have to go this far with the mistake I did. As lunch came along, I followed Yoongi out of class, he must had known that I was following he because he pause looked back and I didn't dare hide, instead I stare back at him. I followed him all the way up to the top of the roof of the school. He turned around and questioned me, "Why are you following me?"

"Let me asked you. Did you have to go this far with what I said yesterday?", I yelled.

"What?", he answered.

"Don't play dumb with me. What did you do? Why is J-hope not here today at school? It was my fault, you didn't need to go that far. Your just as bad as everyone said", I yelled even louder, "I guess all the rumors were right. I thought at least you had a heart and a brain to not do something stupid, but I guess I was wrong. You were right, I have no  right to pity you, but I have the right to hate you", I finished expressing what I wanted to say and walked back down.

I heard him yelled my name twice, "Mi-Na wait, Mi-Na". But I didn't dare to look back, I was tried, tired of hearing his voice. As I walked back down, Yoongi caught up to me, he grabbed me by my wrist, "You didn't let me finish", he yelled. Our eyes met, "I don't need to hear anything from you", I yelled back, "Enough is enough". I pushed him away from me, just enough for him  to let go of my wrist, but he fell back and scraped his elbow. With blood dripping through his white shirt uniform, I grabbed him by the hand, "Sorry,  I didn't mean to...", I apologize. He stare at me with his dark brown eyes, "I'm hurt again, you'll have to take responsibility", he said as he kept staring. I nod my head 'ok', held his scrape elbow and took him to the nurse office.

The nurse asked us what happen. I stood their quietly, "It was...", I said.

"I wasn't careful and fell down the stairs", Yoongi answered. I turned to him as he lied.

The nurse quickly smile, "You kids need to stop messing around in the halls and stairs. I've warn you guys all the time", she said as she wrapped a white milky color cloth around his elbow. "That should do it, just make sure you don't damage it more".

"Yeah", Yoongi answer back.

I look at the nurse, "Thank you Ms. Kim", I bow my head.

She smile back, "No problem, now get back to class, lunch is almost over".

I walked out first from the nurse office, as Yoongi follow up, grabbing me by the wrist, "Wait, we didn't finish talking yet", he said.

I turn to look at him, "Yes we did, I finish what I needed to say already".

I moved his hand away, but he insist, "But I'm not done", he reply back in a harsh tone.

Lunch ended and students were coming back from lunch, I quickly remove Yoongi's hand away. Just then I saw Jhope and Jimin walking toward us.

"Oh", I said, "Jhope, Jimin", I yelled as I ran toward them. They waved to me as I reach them, out of breath, I spoke, "What...happen? How come you didn't show up this morning?"

"Oh, that, I had to go to the doctor", he smile.

"Why? Did you hurt yourself?", I asked.

"Yeah, I try to learn a new dance move, somehow my leg kept on hurting, so my parents took me to see the doctor this morning", he laughed.

I didn't see it funny, but as long as he was okay and not hurt. So-Yeon grabbed me by the arm, "What are we talking about?", she asked, "Hey Jhope, your back".

He nod his head, Jimin pat him on the shoulder, "We should all get going, before the teacher comes.

-Author's Note:
How's everyone doing? I've been so damn busy with finals and tests, school is almost over and I'm so ready for summer break already. I hope everyone is excited for summer as I am because BTS is coming to the BBMA, who else is excited? Sorry too keep everyone waiting for the update of this fanfic.