Fate ~ Shawn Mendes

Chapter 21

Shawn had now stripped me bare, I was totally exposed as his god chiselled body was towering over me.
"You sure?" He asked as he threw his boxers behind him, leaving him now too naked.
I looked him contently in the eyes and I had no hesitation in nodding my head vigorously up and down followed by the clear word "yes" that I projected out to him, my voice still soft and sweet as my hands massages his curls.
Shawn smiled into a kiss he planted on my lips before looking down at his member and slowly entering it into me.
I let out a short sharp gasp as the feeling was new.
Shawn was now pulling in and out of me at a steady pace and the feeling of pain was now replaced with pleasure.
He was so gentle and kind, I was so scared before that I would do it wrong or that i couldn't handle it, I was always told that it would hurt the first time, that it wasn't sexy or pleasurable. But It was none of those things. It was beautiful.
"Are you okay?" Shawn snapped me out of my haze.
As I looked up at him I could feel water on my cheeks, I slowly unwrapped a hand from behind his neck and touched my face. I was crying. I felt Shawn move off of me and lay neck to me, propping himself up with an elbow and tracing my jawline with his other hand.
"I don't know." I heavily breathed out trying to catching my house. I saw Shawn look at me oddly for a second. "Not like that! That was...perfect." I heavily breathed with a smile on my face. "I just don't know why I'm crying." I started to laugh at myself for being so stupid.
"Hey." Shawn whispered gently turning my face toward him. I watched as his eyes fixed onto mine and then he leant in, planting a kiss on my lips. "It was perfect for me too." He mumbled against my lips.
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"No. No she's still sleeping."
I felt my body start to refresh for another day aboard this planet, hearing Shawn's morning voice was music to my ears.
"Dude." Shawn started to laugh. "Seriously stop." He added a chuckle at the end and I presumed he was on the phone, hearing the faint muffle of another voice.
I felt a hand come to my head and gently start to play with my hair, I smiled contently to myself knowing Shawn couldn't see me as I faced the other way.
"Wait and see. When is it by the way?" Shawn asked and I could almost picture him furrowing his eyebrows.
Shawn's hand now travelled down to my waist early brushing against my skin, I had only pulled on my pants and Shawn's shirt after our intimate night. His fingers slipped past my belly button and forged their way in between my waist and the mattress beneath me.
"Yes I will ask her." He spoke again.
He used his hand wrapped around my body to pull me into his chest so that we were now spooning.
"Okay. See you later. Bye." Shawn finished the phone call and I heard him let out a sigh, his hot breath sticking at the back of my neck leaving goose bumps behind. His hand ran against my stomach skin causing me to flinch as it tickled slightly.
"So now I know your weak spot." He whispered.
"And I yet to discover yours." I smiled with my eyes still wrapped up in the duvet of my eyelids.
"How you feeling today?" Shawn asked as he got up and straddled me.
"Sleepy. You woke me up." I muttered.
"You fancy going out later?" Shawn asked with a smirk on his face as I opened one eye.
"Mmm depends." I said as I moved to lay on my back.
"On what?" Shawn replied as he lowered himself closer to me.
"Make me breakfast." I said and grabbed a pillow before hitting Shawn in his torso, causing him to fall off of me. He opens his mouth in a gasped expression and I quickly got up and wandered into the bathroom to take a shower.
Once I had my shower, I could hear the sizzling of bacon on a pan and the smell was like heaven, causing my aching empty stomach to rumble instantly.
I went to the closet and found one of Shawn's white button up shirt on, the time was already 1:50 and I'm sure I would need to get ready for where ever we were going later on. I pulled on some pants with a matching red lace bralete and made my way out into the kitchen.
"Take me to church..." I heard Shawn's sweet angelic voice sing one of my favourite songs as I exited the bedroom.
"God what's that noise? Make it stop!" I joked as I took a seat opposite Shawn on the island.
Shawn raised his eyebrows placing both his arms on the kitchen counter.
"I'd say something witty back but because you look good in my clothes, I'll let this one slide." He said as his eyes roamed my body.
I rested my head in my hand and continued to watch Shawn as he carefully cooked the bacon.
"So where we going tonight?" I asked intrigued as to who he was on the phone to earlier.
"Well." He started and looked up to me with a non tooth smile. "One of my old friends from high school has come into town for his birthday, everyone I used to hang out with is going. It's at his house he used to live in about half an hour away."
"You sure you want me to go? I mean you haven't seen them in, well years. Don't you want your time alone with them?" I asked.
"Of course I want you with me." He flipped a piece of bacon causing it to sizzle. "I want to introduce you to everyone."
I smiled up at him shaking my head lightly.
"And what are you going to introduce me as may I ask?" I smiled a hand smirk at him.
Shawn stopped what he was doing and looked up from his food masterpiece he was designing on the plate.
"Friend. Definitely a friend." He smirked.
"I don't think I heard you? Maybe you should spell it out?" I cupped a hand behind my ear being my sarcastic self.
"Mmm come to think of it, Friends doesn't fit you right." He stated and brought his hands together, tapping them together one at a time like the evil person in a film who spins round in the chair.
"Oh no one cares what you do with your fingers!" I flashed a smile as I whipped his hands down from his face.
"That's not what you said last night."
Shawn smirked and before I knew it he was running round the island and chasing me over the couches and tables in his living room. I tried to run out the glass door but it was locked, Shawn wrapped his arms around my waist and contained my little body in his muscular arms.
"I bet you don't use your fingers like that on your friends." I emphasised the word friends as I felt his face next to my right cheek.
"Indeed I don't. Girlfriend." He said and planted a kiss at my neck.