Deep Monologues

Congratulations

Congratulations.......you've taken the life of another.....congratulations.....for making me feel like shit......furthermore, congratulations......for making me hate myself......

You know....I always thought that there was a slight chance that there was hope for me to be apart of something.....but I was wrong.....very wrong....every night I scream and cry in my room.....everyday I asked myself what's wrong with me.....every mirror I look through I'm different from anyone else....

So why do you constantly remind me how fucked up I am......I know I'm not like you or anyone else in the whole god damn world....I don't need a daily reminder of how different I am from everyone.....

Don't you think what your doing to me is killing me inside.....don't you know what happens at my "home".....no....no you don't because your to busy pointing out every flaw I have....reminding me that I'm different....

Well congratulations.....you destroyed me.....I'm starving myself.....cutting....trying so hard to make others like me.....but it'll never be enough....it was never enough.....

So congratulations.....I no longer have the will strength to live anymore......no one likes me.....not even you.....so don't be crying or feel bad when I'm gone....because in reality.......

You never cared about me......