Deep Monologues

What's Friendship

What's friendship? It's a relationship thats between any gender without an intimacy. A relationship that's more important then an actual love relationship.

Everyday we are just another face in the crowd a stranger to one another. Just like you and me we could care less of what he or she might be doing. But, not with our friends. Each group or pair of friends are different then others. Some are loud and rowdy others are chill and laidback. Mine, well we're a mixture of both with just a hint of weirdness.

With my group of friends I wouldn't say we are the best out there but we are unique. If you were to imagine a particular group or any group of friends you know in your school or work place you probably may think it's a pretty normal group of guys or girls hanging out. We aren't even close to that.

We were once strangers back then. I remember how we first met we were so awkward and quiet but at the same time loud, will some of us were. But after nearly 4 years of being together we weren't anymore. We were friends more probably. And it's true when people say others have different backgrounds. Because my friends have unique backgrounds. Not the best type probably but to me I say it's unique due to the fact it's what makes them today. You can judge them for all you want but they are all I care about in the moment.

And we may be a bit dysfunctional or seem rude to one another but it's how we show our friendship to each other. We give each other a voice, we give each other a chance, we give each other hope, we give each other support that we need and no one will ever give us. They will always pick someone up no matter how low they've gone. Because in the end I know they will be there to pick me up when I've gone low to the point where I can't pick myself up.

We may have arguments and fights. Or days we may seem distant and not really be in one area. But we are still friends regardless of whatever the situation maybe. If one friend lived in the Philippines we will still be friends because damn right! You and me will always be connected no matter whatever or where ever you maybe.

We are each other's shoulder to cry on, we are each other's comfort, we are each other's personal counselor, each other's home. That was our oath to each other and it is still today! We are more of a family then just a group of hormonal teenagers. Yes we may seem like an odd group but we could careless of what we are and whatever each other are. We can be White, Black, Mexican, Asian, Mix, boy, girl, straight or bisexual and yet still be an amazing group of friends.

You can say whatever bullshit thing you want towards us but at the end of the day we end up still together laughing and talking days on end.

However, why do I feel like we aren't really connected like we use to be? Why do I feel alone when I am around them? Then it hit me. We really don't know each other as a whole group. It's not because we're gonna graduate and split up soon it's because we don't know very much of each other besides small stories here and there. No one actually knows my whole story and I don't know theirs. But it seems it haven't fazed anyone yet. I maybe overthinking things. But it could be a thought.

Right?....