Just Bestfriends 🙄💓 (Jahi Winston love story) {COMPLETED}

Just Bestfriends |50| 🖤🏁🖤

Before we go into this last chapter I just want y'all to know that I am so happy to be able to publish this the night before my birthday😝 26/02❣️ Please spam this chapter with comments that I can read when I wake up🙃 I've been writing this story for less than a year (started on the 9th of August🍒) and I'm a little sad that it has to end here but...it's been fun😌💕

Issa long ass chapter btw so you might wanna get comfy👀🍿

Zoey pov🥀

Hi, I'm Zoey Calenti.
You probably knew that already but I just wanted to remind you so that you won't forget about me. I'm the girl who was abused by her first boyfriend, lied to by her father and cheated on by the one person she thought she could trust.

Jahi Di'Allo Winston.

That boy is a whole other story . . . We used to be the best of friends...inseparable. But then as we got a bit older we started to catch feelings for each other...I was in love with him and I thought I could trust him. But he just kept lying to me and cheating on me. He was breaking my heart bit by bit...It had to end at some point. So I cut him off. I had to but it didn't really help me as much as I thought it would...matter of fact it only made things worse.
Suicidal thoughts.
Suicide attempts.
Depression.
Anxiety.
Although none of it was his fault...it was partially caused by him.

When he cheated on me it made me question myself and wonder what was wrong with me and what those girls had that I didn't...

All my life there was this pestering voice inside of me that I had to learn to ignore. It always told me that I wasn't good enough, that I didn't deserve anything good and that I would never be loved. By the time I was 7 I had learned to control the voice...we even became friends for a little while. Until last year when all of a sudden the voice became mad at me again but this time there was more than one and they sounded much older and much more aggressive.

Now here I am laying in a hospital bed with no pulse, wondering if I'll even be able to breathe ever again.

And to think...I was about to take something like that away from myself...To anyone listening right now my advice to you is never give up. Life can be so hard sometimes but you've just gotta fight through it. Believe in yourself. And never ever ever consider taking your own life because life is precious and once you lose it, you can never get it back . . .

It's been an interesting journey guys . . . I guess I'll see you on the other side . . . 🙂🌅

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