Summer [ Harry styles fanfic ]

DREAM

MORGANS POV:

I've been sitting here with my mom for 3 days, she's getting worst by the days. I hate seeing her like this. Ive been sitting here waiting for my mom to wake up. My phone starts vibrating. I Look at it and i see i have a notification from twitter.

STAY AWAY FROM HARRY!

some girl named @Harry_Is mine!!!

I reply with.

Um? Who are you and idk what your talking about? Im not even with Harry??

Within seconds she replies back.

I DONT CARE STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM HIM!! YOU UGLY PIECE OF SHIT!!! GO KILL YOUR SELF!! YOUR UGLY AND SKINNY UR WORTHLESS GO FUCKING CUT YOUR THROAT!!!!

As i read this I feel a little bit of hurt, but im not stupid i don't get emotional over freaky fan girls.

Okay sorry you feel that way.. But umm okay?

I say.

Whatever... He doesn't deserve you nobody wants somebody that's a freak.....!

Mhmm.. and that's why i met him and kissed him and you didn't? mmm think about that...

I replied with. I was actually pretty proud of my reply. She never replied back, so im guessing she got pissed off or something? Oh well as long as she doe asn't bother me im good.

About a minute later my phone goes off, Im thankful to see that its not from twitter.

I unlock my phone, I got a text message, so i go into my messages... When i see who sent the message i got butterflies in my stomach. I read the message and it says.

We need to talk -H

I dont know if i should reply? But before i could even give it a second thought my fingers are already typing.

What is there to talk about?

I reply with. Seconds later my phone vibrates again.

Everything.

Wow its amazing how just one person can send one word, and my world flips upside down.

? Like what how we slept together? How good you made me feel? And then you walk into the bathroom to see me hurting myself? Or like how i didnt tell you im back in New York? Or how my mom is dying? What is everything? because i have a lot going on in my life... and i dont want you apart of it......

I send and a few minutes pass before he responds. When he does i quickly grab my phone to see what he said.

Look..... I know you have a lot going on. I understand that but Morgan what you don't understand is me... I don't know why you cant get it through your think skull, Morgan I have feelings for you! And i don't know why you think about yourself the way you do.. But i don't care what you think about your self, because Morgan you are beautiful.. You are actually more than beautiful, your so perfect, in my eyes your perfect maybe not in yours but in mine your everything! Why cant you just accept that i have feelings towards you? Am i really that bad?....

-H

I didn't realize i was crying until i was done reading the message. Does he really feel this way about me? If he does why cant I just accept it? He told me loved me numerous of times, he even made love to me. He could of made me lose my virginity but he didn't.

Why?

I dont know how to respond to that.

Why when we had sex, you didn't take my virginity? -M

Erm... Because i didnt think it was fair to take that from you... unless i knew you felt the same way back.. If I would of taken it, you would of regretted it.. Everybody does and i don't want to be something that you regret....

I cant believe he's telling me this. Why? I mean that day at the beach he didn't want to express his feelings at all... Only anger came out.

Oh...

Was all i said. After that he never responded. I dont care though because im not ready to talk to him about what happened. Im not even ready to except what happened, Im just hoping that this is all a big crazy nightmare im going to wake up from any day or minute now. But in reality i know none of this is a dream.