MORGANS POV:
I wake up to a white room, what the hell happened? I see Niall sitting in the chair next to me, I look around the room to find the brown curls. I don't see them anywhere, I look over at Niall and he looks focused until he sees me and a smile grows on his face. He then looks over to the door and his smile fades, I look over at his direction and I see my big head of curls I was looking for. But then all my memory comes back, I remember we broke up, I remember we got into a fight he hurt me twice, he told me he would never hurt me. I guess we all lie.
He comes closer to me and give Niall 'Get the flip out of here before I murder you' look. I watch to see what they do Niall doesn't move he only chuckles, I look at harry and his eyes look lifeless, he looks at me and his eyes soften. He comes and sits on the bed with me. Niall I guess decided to leave because he's not there anymore.
"Hey, you alright?" Harry asks. I don't answer because I'm kinda in a way scared to, that it won't be the right answer and he'll hurt me again, I just nod my head, yes. He looks at me, and his eyes look glossy, then he turns his head, he sniffs. What? is he crying? I grab his hand, and grab his face only to see tears running down his cute little bunny cheeks. I chuckle lightly, a little smile grows on his face.
"Harry I'm fine, I promise." I reassure him.
"Morgan?" He asks
"Yeah?"
"Do you love me?" He asks and I gasp, he thinks I don't love him?
"Yes Harry I love you, I love you more than anything." I say his smile grows.
"Then why did you defend him?"
"Who?" I ask dumbfounded
"Niall."
"Well because harry, you we're going to kill him! Why wouldn't I?"
"Do you love him?" He asks, niall? love? well of course I love him! he's like an older brother to me.
"Yes I do." I say not even thinking, his face drops.
" I knew it! I thought you really loved me! I knew it, it's not possible for anybody to love me, I don't know why I even tried?! I thought u were different! but I was wrong.." He yelled, I wanted to say something but he didn't let me, I'm done explaining my self to somebody that doesn't listen, why should I? Harry left and now I'm stuck here by my self in this hospital, I ring the nurse and ask her how long do I have to stay she said tomorrow I can leave.
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Its the next day, Niall called to ask if he can pick me up but I refused. I wanna be alone right now, I get a cab and tell him to go to Pacific beach. I pay the cab driver, go to the store by a bikini, put it on and rent a board, I've never been surfing but I guess I'll figure it out. I get in the water and I stick my arms in the water, and the same feeling of the burning comes back, but I ignore it. I ride a wave my first one! I see paps taking pics of me and I wipe out, I drown under the water but then recover, my arms start bleeding again and I rush out because I'm scared a shark might smell it. I get another cab and I'm ready to go home, but I'm in Cali and the hotel I got is with harry and I want to avoid him as much as possible. So I look up a 6 star hotel, that's a bit crazy 6 stars?! So I tell the driver to take me to "THE PARADISE". I get a room and lay down I take a good hour nap, I'm kinda hungry so I go down to the buffet, as I'm walking I bump into somebody.
" Hey watch it!" The guy yells.
"Damn it sorry! You don't have to be a dic-" I look up to see who the guy is and I can't believe it! My body reacts before my mind thinks, I slapped him in his face.
"Whoa what the fuck was that for? Wait Morgan!!??" He yells
"Get the fuck away from me!! I fucking hate you!" I run but he grabs my wrist I hiss at the pain, I was about to get in a damn elevator, he won't let go of my wrist.
"Dammit! Let go now! Josh! Let go!!" I cry dammit! I hate having scars.
"Tell me where Avery is!"
"What? Avery?! Why?"
"I need to talk to her, tell me where she is now or else."
"Or else what?" I ask stupidly. He doesn't hesitate he pulls out a knife.
"You wouldn't!"
"Oh but I would Morgan, you don't know me." I start crying. The elevator opens and I see the same set of curls exit out. What? how did he find me?
He goes and turns the knife around and stabs Josh, he grabs me gets a cab and tells him to take us back to the hotel, I finally get my thoughts gathered and hop out the car, I turn around and walk inside the hotel, harry runs after me, but doesn't touch me. We go up the elevator in silence, I go back to my room floor to see josh on the floor bleeding, I hear harry chuckle and I kick Josh in the stomach and walk away, I open my door I go to close it but Harry's foot stops it I ignore him and lay on my bed. I close my eyes and I feel a dip in the bed next to me. I let all my tears fall out.
"I'm sorry." He speaks first.
"No, u can't do that!" I yell sitting up.
"Huh?"
"No you can't do that you can't just hurt me then make me laugh, then hurt me again, and then save me!? You cant!" I yell
"But-" He tried to speak but I interfere.
"No buts! Do you not see what you did! You punched me you hurt me Harry! You hurt me.. You put your hands on me in a painful way.. You said you would never do that. You lied you text another girl, yah I flirted with Zayn and yeah I love Niall but as a friend. nothing more, I love you harry!" I say pouring into tears.
"I'm sorry."
" I'm done! I'm done with your sorrys, Your to jealous, I can't even talk to guys without you wanting to kill them! I can't even have a conversation with my best friend! Harry but yet I'm suppose to be okay with you and Alexia? Hell no! Leave my room I'm done!" I yell and I feel a pair of lips smash into mine, I feel that spark, that love, I love him, I need him, I want him, but I can't.
I pull away.
"Leave now. And never come back. I'm done with you." I say and my voice cracks at the end. He kisses me again.
"Ill never give up on your stubborn ass Morgan!"
He leaves and I smile a little but break down again.
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Fanfiction"Morgan I love you." Harry says while pleading on his knees begging me to stay, it aches my heart to see this, I want to fall on the floor and hug him confess my love for him. "Im sorry." I desperately lie through my teeth, a knife pushed each time...