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Shawn Mendes Imagine #13 (Jirah Ponio)

Heeey! so i met another nice magcon friend. Shawn mendes friend to be specific. Haha. :))

Here you go Jirah!

Jirah's POV

I grabbed my soft red pillow that shawn gave me and hugged it as i continue to cry.

I don't know that the mr.innocent guy can do that. Why shawn? everybody know's i'm shawn's girlfriend.

GIRLFRIEND.

How can he just kiss other girls? i saw it on vine and looks like he enjoyed it cause he even revined it. I just don't know what to do anymore.

I was a fan before. When shawn has like 200k followers on twitter. Now he has a million. He noticed me when i tweeted him stupid things. Who knew he could have fallen inlove with me with all of my stupid tweets

I look at the mirror beside me and saw my green perfect eyes turned into green yellowish. Which only shows when i'm so depressed.

When i became his girlfriend, i swear. I'm happier than a man who won in a video game. Happier than a kid who got his own goldfish.Happier than a kitty who acts like a queen.

Who knew this could lead me to so much stress. So much sadness. And i bit of regret that i didn't come to his summer tour.

Just then,my phone buzzed.

Calling : Shawnypoo <3

Accept/Decline

I clicked decline.

I just wanna be mad at him right now. Cause i know that if i hear his voice i will once again forgive him easily. But not this time.

He called again a couple of times but i always click decline. I want him to feel that not just because he's shawn mendes. And i'm one of his fan. That doesn't mean he can be my boyfriend and kiss another girl.

I wiped my tears as anger builta inside me. I look again at the mirror beside me and saw my eyes darken into hazel. It only happens when i have the darkest moment of my life. The part where anger invades me.

I wiped my tears again. Cause it kept falling.

Okay jirah. You can do this.

Inhale...

Exhale...

Inhale..

Exhale...

I look at my phone. He haven't gave up.

Calling : Shawnypoo <3

Accept/Decline

I look again at the mirror and saw my eyes perfectly dark. I fixed my brownish blonde hair.And I pick my phone and answered the call.

"Speak" i said coldly.

"Thank god Jirah! i thought something bad happened to you! why aren't you answering any of my call?why do you kept rejecting the call?" he said sounding very worried.

His worried perfect voice. That i love
Listening to...Okay stop. Don't give in

"I'm busy. Anything else you wanna say?" i said. Reminding myself to give him the cold treatment.

"What's wrong?"

I didn't answer him. I just ended the call. And cried again. No matter how much i tried to be strong and push him away. I can't. I just can't.