The only thing that can give you passion and pain at the same time is love...
..Life is intresting, surprising and sometimes unfair. Though some intresting things can happen with you.
Or some of your greatest pains can become your greatest strength...
İ was waiting for our meeting so long. Almost 3 weeks, but he didn't say anything. That just really got me upset.( After my fashion show I got so many messages from people telling, that how they enjoyed the show. Also some were asking about the next show. I am not planning about my next show, cause my first one was really hard for me and I became really tired after it. So now I am planning to do my new winter collection. I've started it this week. Because I have to done my whole collection before December. But I have 2 months, so I don't have to rush. I think, I can prepare everething in time. I was working really hard on my office and then I saw a new vacancies from " VOGUE MAGAZINE ". Oh my God!!! I really want to be a part of this company. I really want to write articles in this magazine. I rally want to do and organize photo shoots for this magazine. That was my greatest dream from my deepest childhood!!l So I've risked and sent my CV there. So good luck to me. So time to work! I put my pencil and some papers, then just start to draw some examples.
Two hours later :
After 2 hours work, I went really tired, so I went in my phone to see the latest news. I opened Instagram and Joel immediately come on my mind. So searched him and saw his last picture :
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He was looking really cool with the jacket from Guess. I really want him to check out my clothes. I think, he would look very good with my clothes. Then I wathed his other pictures. WOW!! He is way much more better in pictures!! He is so photogenic. Look at those perfect measurements and that perfect face. Those eyes, In which he always drawn me. He can be a perfect model. Very Intresting, if I offer him a job of a model in my company, will he agree?! Oh, it will be so nice. I've diceded to subscribe him, CNCO and all the members of CNCO. I put my phone, but after 15 minutes the message came there. I looked and saw, that it was Joel. I got really nervous. I know, it's stupid to stress about a message, but I'm kinda emotional person.
" Hey, Leyla), ho are ya doing? "
" Very good. How about you? We haven't talked to me like 100 years. Where have yo been???"
" Oh, I am studying now lot. You know I am planning to enter the university. And I have no time for anything. Sorry for ignoring you. I just wanted to study.You know, I am an intelligent guy. Why are you asking ? ;) "
" Oh my god, Joel. I've just a ked because I have to invite you to the restaurant. And you have to taste my national cuizn. So I wanted to ask when can we meet."
" Umm, we can meet on Saturday at 13.30. Are you free?"
" Yes, I am free. So see you on saturday! "
" Hey, stop. Are you leaving??? We haven't talked enough. "
" Ohhh! So what do you want to talk about, Joel? "
