I would and want to talk to my older sister but she's never home anymore. And if she is she's asleep. She's my best friend and I feel like I can talk to her about anything but she's not here.
I have drama practice tomorrow and I think we're gonna work on choreography. I've been really wanting to go into dance recently. Not like ballet or like that but hip hop. I think it would help. But my family doesnt have enough money to do anything really. I'm lucky enough drama club is free.
Riley still hasnt come back... My mom said try not to think about her but she's constantly on my mind. I keep wondering who she is/was. What she is? Why did I feel so safe around her? I have a few theories on who she is.
I've always been infatuated with twins. I've always wanted a twin. I think it would be the coolest thing. So maybe thats who she is. I had a twin who never had the chance to develop.
Or. She's my older sister. Its kinda personal. But long-story short, I had an older sister who died when she was still an infant. So it could be her. I don't know. Maybe I'm just thinking way too far into this.
I miss mystreet. I always looked forward to it after school. It always makes me happy and allows me to forget everything bad thats happening. Now we haven't had it for almost 150 days. Yes, I'm counting. Don't judge.
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Randomthis is just a place for me to write out my feelings and stuff. I dont expect a lot of people to read this I just think it will be helpful rather than keeping it all bottled up. I got this idea from a few of my friends(you know who you are) and just...
