I'm going on vacation tomorrow. I'm really scared something's going to happen again. Terrified actually. Like I'm not even really excited so to say. I'm just purely terrified.
I'm trying no to let those thoughts get to me though. I'm trying to focus on the positives like seeing my friends. But none of them were there for the fire. They probably don't have the same feelings I do. They didn't have to watch the lodge burn to the ground. I feel like every time I close my eyes I go back there. To that day. How I couldn't breathe. How my eyes stung and my lungs burned. How I didn't feel like going anything for at least a week. I feel nauseas just thinking about it.
It'll be fine. Nothing's going to happen. I'm going to have fun.
It's just going to be a bit...
Different.
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Inside Out Thoughts
Randomthis is just a place for me to write out my feelings and stuff. I dont expect a lot of people to read this I just think it will be helpful rather than keeping it all bottled up. I got this idea from a few of my friends(you know who you are) and just...
