I could be in the worse mood and come home from school in the greatest mood. I can't help but smile around my friends. They just make me smile even when I dont want too. They're the source of my happiness. I can't help but feel hapoy around them. They make me laugh and just happy.
I'm entirely grateful to them for that.
Even when my ex makes me mad they'll make me laugh over the stupidest thing. I love them so muchband I don't know what I'm going to do next year. I'm so scared I'm not going to have the same bond with my new class. Yeah they were nice when I met them but I've been with the class I'm with now since the 3rd grade. I moved after second grade to where I am now. I can barely remember anything from my old school besides the kids. The class I'm with is all I've known. Even though sometimes they can be annoying they're like my second family. Even the boys. Well not so much my ex but he has helped me grow thicker skin.
Music calms me down. Its almost lile reading. I just sink into the beat and lyrics. Most nights I play music on my phone until I fall asleep. Its like drugs running through my veins. It automatically makes me happy. I don't understand people who dont like music. Its such an escape for me. I can't imagine life without it. It helps me focus on my work. And I slip into a trance where I'm just so focused and do better in my work. It clears my mind. Thats why I like when we get to listen to music during class. I just shut everyone else out and I'm able to focus.
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Inside Out Thoughts
Randomthis is just a place for me to write out my feelings and stuff. I dont expect a lot of people to read this I just think it will be helpful rather than keeping it all bottled up. I got this idea from a few of my friends(you know who you are) and just...
