Life. Its such a weird concept. Our whole lives are made up of choices yet we all end up in the same place. Wether its too early or not. We all die. Its inevitable. Some people focus their whole lives around making a difference in this world. Others couldn't really give two shits. We were all put on this planet for god knows what. We choose to fight eachother. We choose to hate each other. To kill each other. Its a shame.
But back to choices. Choices make up our lives. Wehter its somebody else's choices or our own. Whenever I see a stranger out in the streets or in their car driving next to me; I always wonder what their life is like. What choices have they made?
How or who chose to put the people that are in my life there. Its obviously my choice on how I form my relationships. But like my friends at the ranch(a place that's practically my second home) Who/What put us all there at the same time? Fate? God? Coincidence? What if I never met them? Who would I be without them?
I often wonder about death too. Where will I go? Will I see everyone I lost in my life? Will I go to a new life? Will I just be shrouded in darkness forever? When will I go? Will I be happy when I do? Will it be painful? Or peaceful? I follow this YouTuber and she uses a ouija board to talk to a spirit in her house. Now I'm not totally sure I believe ouija boards but I do believe in spirits and the supernatural. The spirits name is T and the way she describes the after life is incredible. It sounds so peaceful and amazing. I'll link the video up above because I wouldnt be able to explain it as well as "T" did.
I'll try my best though. Its the same world but its all run down, and grown over. Buildings are deteriating. Plants are growing through living rooms. Like an apocalypse, but everything is beautiful. When she said that; such a vivid picture was put in my head. I don't know how to describe it any better than that. Also "T" isn't a form amymore. She's just energy. Just a floating light. She calls where she is purgatory. And she can stay there or move on to the next place. But she doesnt know what the next place is. Its like dying all over again.
I hope its like that.
Anyways I'm almost at school now so. Remember, think about your choices. They are your life. They matter. And dont hate. Spread love. That's all we can do in this shithole world.
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