Disclaimer: this will probably be my last rant/feelings chapter that's bad I'll probably still write fun light hearted chapters but I'll explain that more next chapter
So I currently feel so fucking scared and panicked. The whole BluJay Studios thing is really freaking confusing and scary. I don't want all of them to leave. Does this mean the roleplays are gonna stop after S6? I hope not. I legit feel like sobbing right now. I already did yesterday.
So much is changing in my life and I've expressed my hatred for fast change in previous chapters. I'm so fucking stressed with everything and I just want it all to be over. I'm going through all of this shit so fast and it's so fucking scary especially since last time I went through something like this I had Mystreet and Aphmau to help me forget. I know that one day Aphmau as a channel will stop but I'll figure what to do when we get there. But right now I'm completely fucking lost.
I hate everything right now. And it seems like no one even fucking cares that I'm in this state. Why should they tho. Nobody wants to spend time helping a angsty fucking teenager with her mental problems.
I guess this is bye for now.
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Randomthis is just a place for me to write out my feelings and stuff. I dont expect a lot of people to read this I just think it will be helpful rather than keeping it all bottled up. I got this idea from a few of my friends(you know who you are) and just...
