I dont know how I feel. I don't know what I feel. I don't know what I want. Well I do know one thing I want. Love. I know how cliche. But ever since I was little I jus wanted a family if my own. A husband/wife you loves me and I love them. Kids who look up to me and who I can give my live too.
That's the possible future.
What about now? I don't know anything. I don't know what I want. I dont know how I feel. Envious? Jealous? Upset? Confused? Just....Fine?
I want to skip over this part of my life. But again life is made up of choices. But what if you dont know what to choose. I just feel like I'm wandering around. Not looking for anything. No goals. Just drifting along. Momentarily stopping to breath...break...cry. Just trying to find a path. To find what I'm desiring. What I need.
I don't really have motivation for anything right now. Again I'm just drifting along. Just getting by. I might get too lost soon. Just let go. I don't know. I really don't.
My dad said there's always something to live for...but I dont really know how true that is
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Inside Out Thoughts
Randomthis is just a place for me to write out my feelings and stuff. I dont expect a lot of people to read this I just think it will be helpful rather than keeping it all bottled up. I got this idea from a few of my friends(you know who you are) and just...
