Love and War

Chapter Twelve.

we got to the school and there was really good lighting next to the building so knowing colby he pulled out his phone and starts taking selfies 

¨come on colby stop with the selfies we get it your hair is pretty¨ he put his phone down from in front of his face and smiled

¨did you call me cute??¨ he smirks and blushes but i playfully punch him in the arm 

¨no i said your hair is pretty... not you your hair¨ we all laugh and head back to the field sam lays out a blanket and colby puts down the pillows while i set out the food 

¨i brought sandwiches fruit and hella chocolate¨

¨why so much chocolate¨ i wish sam didnt ask that i dont want to tell them im on my period thats weird to talk to your guy friends about 

¨i dont think you want to know sammy¨ i slapped his arm and he was confused but colby got the gist and changed the subject 

¨whos hungry¨ colby screamed at the top of his lungs 

after we all ate we layed down and talked about are life and how things at home were and we got to the topic of collage 

¨ok so no one knows this yet but me and colby wanted to tell you first to see what you think¨

¨ok what is...¨ i couldnt finish because i was inturupted by colby

¨we are moving to LA after high school¨ 

¨like cali?¨

¨ ya were really excited and we would leave now but we have to same up are money since we get paid from vine and youtube bye the end of high school we can afford to live there¨ sam got excited 

¨i guess this is a good time to tell you im applying for UCLA for collage its been a dream of mine since i was 10 and when i graduate itll be a reality and you guys being out there will make it so much easier to go¨ we all start jumping like fan girls when they meet Justin bieber 

after are freak out session i went to sams car knowing he plays basket ball and grabbed his ball from the trunk  then i started shooting some hoops with the guys we didnt really play we just took turns making baskets and waiting to yell nothing but net  when someone swooshes it in not hitting the rim soon enough it was getting dark and we headed home sam dropped colby off on the way and then he took me to my house 

we pulled in and sam came inside with me he sits me down to talk and i knew what it was about 

¨have you told him¨ sam asks i knew he was talking about my parents 

¨no and i dont want to¨

¨he needs to know he has the right to your his best friends¨

¨no your his best friend im just the girl thats friends with his best friends¨

sam mumbles under his breath ' he think of you as more than that ' but i didnt understand what he said 

¨what did you say??¨ he sighs and puts his head down 

¨he thinks of you as or than just a friend¨ 

¨what do you mean¨ sam looks me in the eyes and he starts to tear up 

¨he likes you like a lot in more than a friend way¨ a tear rolls down his cheek and i whip it off with my thumb 

¨he has a crush on me¨ he nods

¨why does that upset you¨ he takes a deep breath sighs then informs me why 

¨because so do i¨ 

¨oh sammy im sorry¨ i pull him into a hug and he cries in my shoulder 

¨were really good friends sam but ive never thought of either of you as more than just friends¨  i emphasized the word friends to make it clear  

¨i know and i didnt tell you i like you because i thought it would ruin our friends ship¨ i start crying knowing hes been keeping this from me for a long time now and it killed me inside to know he loved me but i didnt love him he must be heart broken 

¨awww your crying please dont im fine im just crushed inside but ill get over it its just a stupid crush ok stop crying¨ he pulls me into a hug and we lay down cuddling im nuzzled up into his chest crying and when i  stopped i quickly drifted into a deep sleep 

ok peeps time for the word count but first thanks for reading im having a lot of fun righting this and i hope you guys enjoy it i have another book if you want to read it its called a world beyond ours its another colby brock fan fiction 

word count is 832 words im goon start making these chapters a little shorter so there are more of them