Love and War

Chapter Seventeen.

Colbys POV

I was in like a trance I just sat there confused y/n likes me... I snap out of my trance and sam is running off to who knows where so I chase after him but y/n doesn't follow she said she doesn't care anymore but I don't believe it. she thinks if she says something or thinks a certain way about something she will start to believe it like how she thought self-harm would makes her problems go away. she kept telling herself if she cut her body would look the way she wants it and if she cut all her problems would go away bu they didn't 

I ran out the door to see Sam had taken my car so I sprinted to the only place knew he would be the warehouse I ran as fast as I could trying to get there in time

I got there and Sam had a rope in his had and he was trying it to a beam

¨Don't do this man I need you she needs you¨ I scream as I run into the building choking back my tears

¨you don't need me she doesn't need me she said it herself she doesn't care anymore¨ I knew what Sam was gonna do so I called y/n and let her listen to me and Sam talking

¨Sam she was just upset she didn't mean it she cares more than anybody else your her best friend she needs you to keep her safe from those horny guys at school and from the thugs that will kidnap her when she's walking home from school¨ Sam just keeps tightening the knot and i could hear someone running towards the building I knew it was y/n she was crying her familiar cry 

¨Sam don't do this¨ I couldn't hold the tears in any longer they start to pour out like waterfalls Sam just looked at me than the rope and kept tightening it making sure it wouldn't come undone

y/n ran into the building and dropped to her knees out of breath and crying her face in her hands I help her get up and rub her back I whisper in her ear ¨talk to him he needs you the most you got him out of this before¨ she nods clears her throat whips her tears then speaks up

¨I'm so sorry Sam I didn't mean it I still care... a lot more than you think I need you and you need me you might not admit it but we all know we need each other to live on. we are the only thing keeping each other alive you killing yourself isn't gonna do anything to help your just gonna make this situation worse¨ she whips her tears again because they were still falling from her bright beautiful blue orbs

¨you don't need me and i sure as hell don't need you your just a dirty little whore¨ Sam chuckles to himself trying to compromise with his sadness and anger that's how he deals with things he laughs but he also cries when there is something bothering him

When he called y/n a whore it hit her like the giant foam hand from Elton's giant smack cam hit me she stumbled back and swallowed hard holding back the tears she was being strong for Sam if she's gonna get him out of this her crying isn't gonna help she needs to show him he can be strong too and have our help to get out of this

she wiped her tears one last time then stepped forwards clearing her throat

¨Samual Goldbach get your fucking ass down here right the fuck now before I come up there and bitch slap you right across your tear stained face¨ I laughed even tho I shouldn't have because she was acting like a mom

¨you doesn't scare me your just a dirty scumbag Colby can have you your just a dirty little bitch I don't need or want you¨

y/ns POV

¨you don't need me and I sure as hell don't need you your just a dirty whore¨ Sam chuckles to himself trying to compromise with his sadness and anger that's how he deals with things he laughs but he also cries when he called me a whore it made me step back because it shocked me I took a big gulp wiped my tears cleared my throat then stepped forwards in bringing out the mom

¨Samual Goldbach get your fucking ass down here right the fuck now before I come up there and bitch slap you right across you tear stained face¨ I yelled only to get a laugh from Colby and no reaction from Sam

¨you don't scare me you just a dirty scumbag Colby can have you your just a dirty little bitch I don't want or need you or want you¨ sam would never say that to me he knows better

¨sam this isn't you where is my best friend the one who I would sneak out of the house at 1 am for the friend that would have sleepovers at my house who would gossip about everyone's dating life because neither of us had one where is he I miss him and you sure aren't him ¨

¨sammy bear doesn't do this.... I cant be the tough one anymore¨

¨know that I love you no matter what y/n keep Colby close he will fill in my position in your life and soon enough you'll forget I ever existed¨

sam looks at the rope in his hand then back at me he puts it around his neck hesitantly and just looks at the ground below him

I drop down and bring my knees to my chest and put my head in my hands and balled my eyes out I cried so much I couldn't breathe I felt arms wrap around me trying to comfort me but I just shoved them away and stood up

I ran up the steps and stood in front of sam looking into his deep blue eyes

¨dont do this baby boy I need you too much¨ I grab the pocket knife In my jacket open it up and put it on my arm making 3 vertical lines

¨is this what you want you killing your self is just going to hurt everyone around you me more then anyone else do you want me to be in pain this isn't the answer please Sammy bear I can't live without you¨ blood rushing down my arms I wince in pain sam starts crying harder at the sight of me in pain he glances down at Colby who is sitting in a corner shielding his face so we wouldn't see him crying

¨i dint mean for this to hurt the people around me I just thought it would stop all the pain¨

¨sam this is just creating more¨ sam looks up at the rope tied to the beam than at Colby then at me he gives me a tight hug and I kiss his lips for what seemed like forever but was only about 45 seconds he stepped back a few feet and reached for the rope to untie it from the beam(mind you it is still around his neck)

he goes on his tiptoes and tries untying the knot but he cant I hand him my pocket knife and he steps back once more missing the ground and his foot sipping of the edge the rope tightened around his neck as his body hung from the pillar

I reached for his body to try and get him to stand on the ledge and loosen the rope so he can breath but he was swinging and I couldn't reach him and if I tried I would go f the edge I look at him his eyes still open his blue babies slowly losing their life I could hear Colby yelling at the 911 operator telling them to get here ASAP but it was already too late my best friend was gone forever and there was no chance of getting him back

I drop down sobbing looking into Sams lifeless eyes and think of all the good memories we had

¨Why Sam I loved you I need you Colby could never fill in for you Sammy bear if you can hear me I need you¨ I look at the knife on the ground and pick it up

¨Colby stand under Sams body¨ I grab the rope and saw it till Sams body falls and Colby catches him in his arms laying him down and pulling the rope off I ran down the stairs and start giving him CPR I gave him CPR till the medics came they got him in the ambulance and drove to the hospital me and Colby raced there i his car

I start to pray to god telling him it's not his time the people on earth still needed him and we cant live if he cants life I prayed and prayed 'i hope Sam will live I need him too much'...

IS SAM GONNA BE OK???? CAN THEY REVIVE HIM????? FIND OUT IN THE NEXT CHAPTER

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