Love and War

what time is it?

i know i promised this yesterday but i got busy with school and drama club and softball tryouts sry

 Colbys POV 

everything that has happened the past 2 days was replaying in my head and wouldnt stop. with my eyes squeezed shut i grabbed my hair with both of my hands and tried to rip it out to get my self to stop thinking but i couldnt my mind continued to race. i opened my eyes and just looked at the wall. my mind stopped racing from one thought to the other. it stopped on A HAPPY MEMORY. the memory was of me and y/n we were cuddling up in her bed and she fell asleep on my chest. i played with her hair and she was cuddled up close. i love that memory! but why is my mind just now showing me a good one? i started to cry from seeing this memory. i still just stared at the wall because when i wasn't bed memory's were being played in my head not good 

y/ns POV 

i woke up from surgery with a pain in my arm but that was expected since i just had surgery. the doctor walked in and explained that that my wrist was gonna be ok i just needed physical therapy. 

¨ok ms.l/n you are gonna be fine you just need to go to physical therapy to help it regain its strength. lets bring you back to the room you came from and ill let you know everything else there¨ i nodded and he helped me up. he walked with me back to the room where colby was. i pushed open the door and colby had tears rolling down his face. he was just staring at the wall. then he jerked his head towards me and more tears began to fall as a smile crept across his face. 

i ran and jumped into his lap and wiped away his tears with my thumbs. 

¨babies why are you crying¨ i said reassuring

¨never leave me alone with my thoughts they just kept racing and replaying what happened to you and sam and it wouldn't stop¨  i felt really bad for colby he sat in this room waiting and while he waited he had to deal with seeing what happened over and over again 

¨im so sorry¨ i lifted his head with my thumb ad pointer finger so he was looking at me. my eyes traveled to his mouth and then back to his eyes. i bit my lip because even though he was crying he still looked really cute. my eyes went back to his lips but as they went up to his eyes  was caught off guard. colby kissed me on the lips harshly like how he would eat food after being staved for a week. 

¨colby....¨ i say into the kiss while trying to pull away but he wouldnt let me. we continued to kiss moving are lips at a steady pace. finally when we ran out of air he pulled away.

¨im so happy your back¨ he gave me a tight hug 

¨me too but... did you find anything out about sam¨

¨no i dont thing they would have let us see us its only been like and hour¨ 

¨colby? its been over 3 hours¨

¨shit what time is it?¨ he glanced at the clock it read 9:00 pm

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