Love and War

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y/ns POV

the doctor busted through the door and started to look at my arm he was very concerned he looked at my arm 

¨miss this is very bad we have to get an MRI right now and make sure you didnt cut a muscle or tendon¨ 

¨no i want to see sammy bear¨ oh god here comes the tantrum i sit down in colbys lap and pout the doctor kept insisting me get an mri asap but i wasnt going until i saw sam 

¨who is this sammy bear¨ he was confused as of who i was talking about 

¨my best friend samual golbach he tried to hang himself like 10 minutes ago and they havent told us anything  yet im worried¨ 

¨oh mr.golbach im fond of him i was just in with him i have all my top doctors and nurses in there trying to get him stable but hes alive now can we go get you your needed MRI¨ i nod and tell colby to wait for me i got up and followed the doctor to the MRI room i was put in a hospital gown and had to put these sticky things around my cuts to mark where they were for the machine 

i laid down on the table and laid my wrist down next to me making sure to stay very still. the machine slowly brought me into the small enclosed hole which i happen to be claustrophobic and start to hyperventilate i tried to calm down but i couldnt i lasted about 20 more minutes till i hit the help button and the doctor turned the machine off and brought me out 

¨miss what is the matter¨ 

¨im claustrophobic and its too small¨ i say as i slowly calm down 

¨i think we have enough to see whats wrong you can go back to your room i will be there as soon as i find whats wrong¨ i nod and go back to my hospital room where colby was still siting in the same spot

¨are you ok whats wrong¨ colby had worry in his voice 

¨i dont know yet but we will rind out soon¨ i sit down next to him and lay my head on his shoulder and he outs his head on mine 

colbys POV

she came back after what seemed like forever and she had a hospital gown on which she didnt leave in  but that doesnt matter she sat sat down next to me andput her head on my shoulder then i placed my head on hers. i put my hand on her bare thight and rub my thumb in circles 

she fell asleep and i just sat there thinking was sam ok? is y/n ok? why is this all happening at once? is god testing us? i dont know the answer to any of my own questions. about 90 minutes later the doctor was back with the results i wake y/n name up so she can hear it for herself 

y/ns POV

¨miss im sorry to tell you but you cut through a muscle in your left fore arm and we can either stitch it up and leave it but you wont be able to move your wrist or you can have surgery and get it to work again your choice but we recommend you get it fixed ¨ 

¨what" thats all i had to say was what i didnt think this end this bad 

¨y/n have then fix it you need your left hand so i can hold it when i want to or so you can run it through my hair¨ 

¨ok when dill i have the surgery¨ 

¨we have to do it now¨ 

¨now ok i guess now or never right¨ colby grinned at me and his face lit up 

¨thats my girl... and my phrase¨ we both laughed and then the doctor continued on after we got distracted 

¨ok one of my nurses will come get your info then we can start ok dont worry youll be fine¨

the doctor left and i stated to bounce my leg really fast out of nervousness colby took my hand and kissed my head calming me down slightly when a nurse walked in. she took down all my info i gave colby a hug and a kiss then went to the surgery room   

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