Love and War

Chapter Eighteen.

y/ns POV

      Colby had his hand on my thigh as we sped to the hospital. he kept it there even tho i was bouncing my knee .i chewed on my nails from nervousness and i had tears streaming down my face . my lungs and throat stung from the screaming and crying. it burned with each breath i took. i started to sing with no music to cope with my anxiety and it made Colby cry to hear me sing with a shaky voice 

¨Pain without.... love Pain, I can't get enough Pain,... I like it rough Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb you're not the only one i'll take you by the hand... And I'll show you a world that you can understand... This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me, and take my hand When the lights go out, you'll understand¨ i had to take a few breaks in between because i was crying and shaking so bad after a few seconds colby started to sing the verse that came after 

¨pain without love pain, i cant get enough pain, i like it rough cause id rather feel pain than nothing at all. pain without love pain, i cant get enough pain, i like it rough cause id rather feel pain than nothing at all ¨  

we didnt finish the song because we were both sobbing so hard my eyes were filled with tears which kinda blurred my vision but i knew where we were when colby took a turn into a parking lot i wipe my eyes and as soon as colby pulls into a parking spot i jump out and  but into the hospital to the front desk colby only a few steps away from me 

¨samual golbach where is he¨ i say to the lady at the front desk my heart pounding so hard she could probably hear it i was surprised it hasnt came out of my chest yet

¨im sorry i dont know any info on him yet the doctors are trying so save his life right now¨ the lady took a glance at my arm shit i had forgotten it was still bleeding 

¨miss may i look at your arm¨ she got up and walked to the other side of the desk 

¨i guess¨ i pulled up mu sleeve and she examined it 

¨miss you need stitches these cuts are really deep you may have cut a major muscle in your arm we need to get you a doctor asap¨ she took my good arm and pulled me down the hall into a room colby chasing after us. she gave colby a cloth and told him to tie it tight around my arm to stop the blood then she bolted out the room 

colby tightened the cloth on m arm and i winced in pain causing a stream of tears to flow out of my blue eyes that were getting darker and loosing their life 

¨im so sorry i can loosen it if you want¨ colby apologized for making me cry 

¨she wanted it tight i dont want to die from blood loss either but thanks babys¨ i look at my arm then the floor then into colbys deep blue eyes full of life and promise 

¨it will all be ok we will get through this all¨ he said while taking my hand and squeezing it 

the doctor busted through the door and started to examine my arm almost immediately

i said shorter chapters... ya you wont find out about sam for like another 1 to 2 chapters 

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-aliyah