I Feel Empty(Kim Namjoon)

Fat.

"Fat"
"He is so fat. How can he be a leader of one of the most popular boybands looking like a pig"

Namjoon had been reading comments on Twitter. At the moment he really doesn't care, but what he reads next is going to hurt him the most...

"Like omg.  Why is rap monster, sorry I ment Fat Monster, so fat. I mean look at him. I really don't care that his mom died recently...."

Namjoon didn't finish reading the tweet. He rolls his eyes when some one talks shit about him. He gets really  frustrated when ppl talk shit about BTS. He lets all Hell break loose,when some one talks shit about his family. Especially his mom.

He decides to finish reading the tweet.
..." she probably couldn't stand knowing that her "famous" son is out there just pigging out. Being fat or getting fatter. It disgusts me."

"HEY! What the fuck did you just say about my mom?!," Namjoon said, while throwing his phone across his room.

"Hyung! What happened? I heard you screaming and then something hit the wall. Is everything okay?", asked Jungkook.

"Yea, everything is just fine," replied Namjoon, still mad about the tweet.

"Okay, then. Call me if you need anything,"

"Okay thanks"

Jungkook leaves the room. With Namjoon with and his thoughts.
He gets up and looks in the mirror.

"Wow. I do look fat. Why?" He asked already knowing the answer. As Namjoon was saying this, he suddenly remembered his childhood. And suddenly became frightened. Namjoon decides to go for a run to clear his thoughts.

"I going for a run. I'll be back before dinner. If the guys get back,tell them I'm on a run, okay Kookie?" Yelled Namjoon.

"Yea. Okay. See you later," answered Jungkook.

________
2 hours later

"Is Namjoon-hyung, back yet?"asked Jimin.

"No,not yet," said Jungkook. "He has been gone for a while. Have you tried to call him,?"

"Yea, but he hasn't answered,"

"Oh. I hope he gets back soon, it's getting dark anyways."

Just as Jungkook said that, Namjoon walked through the door.

"Hyung, where have you been,?"asked Jimin and Jungkook. "We have been worried. Don't leave for so long," they said.

"I thought I told Junkook that I went for a run," said Namjoon, a little annoyed.

"Well you were gone for a while. So we got worried."

"Ok, sorry that I made you worry." He said, heading to his room.

Ok, so this is my first fan fic. And i know its going to be bad. And to be honest. I hate calling Namjoon fat. You can hate me all you want. But it's for the story. And besides this is a fanfic. I love Namjoon with all my heart. (You do too, don't lie)😂. Anyways please keep on reading🤗