I Feel Empty(Kim Namjoon)

Can't come back home

"I can't"whispered Namjoon, as Jin played with Namjoon's hair.

"You can't, what?"

"I can't go back."

"Go back to where?"

"I can't come back home."

"What do you mean?"

"I can't. I just can't"

"Namjoon, what are you talking about? What's wrong?"

"I don't deserve to come back home."

"Of course you do. What ever made you think differently."

"I don't know.... I just feel, that once I Caine back, I'm going to see or do something I'll regret seeing or doing... I just feel like something bad is going to happen. And once it does, I will forever broken. I don't know how I know. I just do. I feel it in my soul. Which is weird, because I don't have one. I just feel it in the emptiness that is inside me."

Jin sat there, not playing with Namjoon's hair. Looking Namjoon in the eye. Thinking about what Namjoon said.  Think of how fragile Namjoon has become. Jin knew that Namjoon was soft. But now, Namjoon is broken. Jin was thinking of was to prevent anything bad to happen. But no one can really know what will happen in the future.

Jin just sat there with Namjoon, and said "As long as your happy, then nothing baba will happy. And as long as your happy, I'm happy."

In the 3 weeks that Namjoon has stayed in the hospital, a local therapist has been coming to the hospital to talk to Namjoon. But the therapist hasn't been able to get Namjoon to talk. Even when Jin is there, with him, Namjoon stays silent. The therapist has given a perscription for anti depression mededice. But Namjoon refuses to take them. It really worries Jin, but he knows that Namjoon will do the right thing and take them. Jin will make sure that Namjoon takes at least one pill before the go back home.

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(BTS house)

"Yoongi" said a very annoyed Jimin, "wake up. Your in charge of the party decoration"

"Well, what do i get? Balloons?"

"I thought you said that you already had everything planed out. And yes, get baloons, table cloth, for the beach table, and get some small, little Rayn plushies ."

"Okay, so , balloons, table cloth, and Rayn plushies. Got it. Oh yay, can I Hobi come with me, to help me find everything?"

"Yeah sure"

Yoongi and Hobi left the house and went to the store to get the supplies.

"Jungkook, your getting the cake right?asked Jimin

"Yeah, I'm about to go and give them the  order.

"Do you need help picking up the cake, or is it getting delivered?"

"I'm going to go get, thanks, but I don't think I'll need help. It's not really going to be a big cake."

"Ok then. And where is Tae"

"He's planning the party games"

"Oh ok."

Jimin looked at his phone. And read a message.

Pink_Jin🎀: Namjoon and I will be leaving the hospital around 12:30pm. So what time will the party be ready?

Jimin replied:

ChimChim: be at the beach around 1:00pm. Everything should be ready by then.

Pink_Jin🎀: Awesome!!!😆😆😆😆