When Namjoon woke he was still drenched in sweat, he was still in tears. He didn't know what had happened. So he went to the kitchen to get a bottle of water, and found Jin sitting at the table.
"Hyung, what happened last night? Why am I covered in sweat? What happened?"asked Namjoon
"You were having a nightmare. You woke everyone up. You were yelling and screaming. Yoongi found it strange that you had a nightmare, since you never had any since high school."answered the older.
"Nightmare? What do you mean? What was i yelling?" Said Namjoon,still confused.
"You were yelling 'no stop. Please. Leave. Let me go. Don't hurt them. Someone help. Please' "
It hurt Jin to see, that Namjoon had a nightmare. But no nothing of it. It hurt Jin, not knowing what had happened to Namjoon. All he wanted to do was hold him. He looked up, and saw Namjoon still shook, and confused. Then suddenly, Namjoon remembered what his nightmare was about. His face showed signs of fear, and Jin saw it.
"Namjoon, are you ok," asked Jin, conceded.
Namjoon didn't respond, he just stude there locked in a trance. He was remembering his nightmare. His eyes started to water. And then he ran back up to his room and locked the door.
"Namjoon, wait. What happened? Why do you look so scared?"Yelled Jin, who was now confused.
Jin's yelling woke up Jungkook and Tae.
"Hyung, what's going on? Why are you yelling,?"asked Kookie.
"I don't know. I was just explaining to Namjoon what happened last night, since he didn't remember. Then he had this look in him. He looked scared. I tried asking him what was wrong, but he didn't answer. Then he ran up to his room, locking the door."
"Well whatever he was thinking probably has something to do with his nightmare" said Tae. "I just wish he would tell us.
"Hopefully," whispered Jin.
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Namjoon heard the whole conversation. He didn't want to tell the guys his nightmare. He just wanted sleep. And that's what he did for the rest of the day. Since it was there day off.
A few hours later he woke up, and looked at his phone, which read 5:30pm. He thought he should go on a run, to clear his thoughts. But first he grabbed one of his notebook and started writing down what had happened in his nightmare.
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I Feel Empty(Kim Namjoon)
FanfictionThis story talks about eating disorders, suicide, and death. If these things trigger you, then I advise you to skip this story. (The plot kinda gets confusing and a little out of order but that's ok) "Fat" is all that the haters have been calling N...
